my lIfE...

2009-02-02T00:40:00.005+08:00

MOVED!! http://newchapterunfolds.blogspot.com/

2009-01-29T02:29:00.005+08:00

im sorry. i shouldnt have told you the truth,i regret my actions.I hope you will be okay soon because everyone is missing the old you. I hope you forgive me aye,sorry kays. i will be there,always for u. =) so cheer up kays.

to this certain sumone. idk if he will know its him.

U change too much, i dont feel comfortable with u anymore.No one does though.Sorry but i moved on and there isnt any feelings left.I have fallen deeply for another guy,more than you think aye. Its not working but i wont stop coz i really really like him. So if i avoid or sumthing,im sorry coz i just dont feel comfortable at all. peace.

Chingay coming,this fri and sat. Excited =) hope it will turn out well, pray hard aye.

nytes world.and i miss u mr.h (u noe hu u are) =)

2009-01-23T02:08:00.003+08:00

imy dad,i do. =(

Mom doesnt support me, my passion for dancing. Each and everyday i receive criticism from her,how i wish she learn to understand me, for once. Im a teenager,im grwg,this is what i love,learn to accept.Once u accept and understand me even more, we can avoid this daily argument. I do miss my elder brother but when he start rattling about my lifestyle and such, i really wish he didnt come home. Seriously,u are just getting on my nerves,stop it before i go mental. Lil bro and Sister aint helping either, they just nod or simply point fingers.Gheez, go look urself at the mirror and stop putting all the blame at me. I shall not type any vulgarities here,i love my family very much but at this rate,i dont mind staying with my father.

Im glad tat my mother took me in and nurture me till i became this tall,fat,pretty and much more matured human being. I am thankful for all that mom,i do.But i dont show it, what do u expect me to do? U have been watching too much drama series which the kids prepare breakfast for you and be for you for 24/7. How i wish i have the time mom,but somehow if my words are harsh,im sorry.I dont mean it. I always being a rebellious kid, im not surprise if u want to kick me out of the house. I know what im doing,please dont be ridiculous. U set me a curfew, and i guess its before u arrive home,i must be home,attending to lil bro needs and etc.I aint a maid.HE IS FINALLY THIRTEEN.HURRAY? i dont feel it, i am still being treated like a servant.

Sister give loads of excuses, leaving the house early and simply leaving me with the tideous chores.When i start tattling to mom,she will begin to compare and bla bla bla. Well,im used to it Sis, i cant be bothered. Its simply tiring and waste of my saliva. I shall accept then and just do my job as a dutiful daughter.screw tat sentence. =((

Mom being unreasonable, she wants me home by eight. WOW, my dance prac start around six pm and ends by seven? wth,wth. Who the hell practice for an hr? Tell me mom,be reasonable. And open your eyes,this is the 21st century, teenagers are not like the old times.Stay at home and simply doing the chores. GRR! *throw harry potter books to ________ * ah, aku marah giler! =(((

Why bother complain?Why bother telling? It will still be the same and I will endure all the damn scoldings and etc. I cant wait to be EIGHTEEN! Then you shall see the devil in me.

IDK why im being very evil or rude, but please be fair. OH GOD, pls be fair.

Elder brother and sister get away with everything, YOU SEE. TAK FAIR,TAK FAIR TAUUU.AND YES,THEY ARE ALWAYS UP TO MANY MISCHIEVES WHEN THEY ARE 16-17 OKAY.AND YES,i do cover for them by telling mom a cock and bull story.

And now,u see? Not thankful at all,sheesh.

damn it.

2009-01-18T23:56:00.005+08:00

KAKAK MARSHH =D

*we caught this lovebirds,haha,love them mann =))

saturday = turn out to be the worst saturdays.

Damn it, insane siaa, stupid ass. I wont bother elaborating, it really ruin our day.

But still,before this crazy thing happen,went to funkamania at NUS.got lost and etc,kak z freaked out. -.- Freekzy performed, they were great as always. Fhunkie didnt get thru the finals,but still they did well.Proud of themmm, especially kakak nurul,the only female dancer in it. =DD!

The rest went zouk,boo! haha, but i heard aryll crew, UDC, won something.CONGRATS ADEK =D
u rawk aye,see u arnd,imysm =))

talk soon,later. =D

2009-01-15T13:28:00.007+08:00

GCE O LEVEL RESULTS. -.-!

surprising outcome,didnt expect it though, thankfully i passed,thank you allah =)
Well,here we go!

English- b3
math-c6
combine science- d7
combine humanities-b3
malay-b3
dnt-c6

I was angry with myself, dnt,bloody hell,how could i get a c6? the hardwork that i put in the coursework.its so disappointing.I think my theory was done badly,no surprise.There is only one person who got distinction,damn it. Really disappointing.

Well for science,HAHAH, nvr really like the darn subject,nvr pass once in my sec three and sec four.Somehow regret that i didnt start early to study and push myself, regrets.Disappointing. =(

Math, i disappoint mr ravin.Im really sorry i couldnt achieve a distinction,terribly sorry.Thanks for everything,the encouragement and also pushing me to study eventhough i am lazy and an annoying git. Thank you for everything.bless you mr ravin,im gonna miss u so much =(

The rest was O.O! usually a C5/C6/D7. That is for combine humanities, surprising.YES,i knew i can do it, thank god.

English,i always got a pass, but thank god, I GOT B3.WOOHOO, im lucky i guess =))
Malay, i didnt regret retaking my mt,i got a C5 at first,now B3, alhamdullillah.

im happy enuf.

SO, L1R4 - 21. With cca, 17(thats wad the letter state -.- ) I didnt fail, Elder brother thought i got 30, such a great brother i have.He was in a shocked state when i said i pass,HAHAHAH, i win brother, =))

poly here i come,whichever it is.NP OR RP, i am elated.

so which course?

1 -	N40 LEISURE & BUSINESS FACILITIES MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)	7 -	S41 CREATIVE WRITING FOR TELEVISION AND NEW MEDIA (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 -	R37 HOTEL AND HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)	8 -	N86 CHILD PSYCHOLOGY & EARLY EDUCATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
3 -	N87 ADVERTISING & PUBLIC RELATIONS (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)	9 -	C52 AEROSPACE SYSTEMS AND MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
4 -	S49 RESORT FACILITIES SERVICES AND MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)	10 -	N54 INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
5 -	N58 LOGISTICS MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)	11 -	S53 COMPUTER ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 -	R28 INTEGRATED EVENTS MANAGEMENT (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)	12 -	N41 MECHANICAL ENGINEERING (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

HAHAH, i hope i get the first six pls and not the last three,i will just kill myself. =.=!
and i made ammendment and omg,i nid to pay nineteen dollars in total,damn it. =(

till then,bye world.

*damn,he is cute.huhuhu! =DD

2009-01-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

CHECK IT OUT AYE.CHINGAY 2009. yea,im wearing the bee outfit. certainly suit my image,grr. Do spot kak zeellaa, HAHAHAH =DD!!

have fun spotting people aye.

2009-01-06T13:59:00.003+08:00

Currently waiting for o's result, its really infuriating, Just let us know quickly eventhough i'm damn scared but the waiting is killing me, seriously. Cepatlah kasi, GRR!

Im gonna quit my job today,WHY? coz its boring and i dont think its worth my damn time, SERIOUSLY. And most of the staff are chinese and i dont have much friends? Dig it? Its really boringgggg, grrr. I cant stand that type of boring working life, i rather go for dance practice with my crew.HEHEH!!

Speaking of dance, each of us must choreo a song, sounds easy, but its not. I cant believe i tried to choreo hotter by alex lee. Damn hard, and i dont want to bite any group steps eventhough tempting nak mampos,especially voguelicious,coz their steps are awesome.HEHEH, sorry abg. =DD!

and dearest abg, blog about dylies and yes,i miss you too okay, See u later at boon layy. =DD
yes,we love u very muchh, ok girlfren? =)

Now i gotta bounce,dydy being a bitch,still sleeping like a log,grrr. cb. =(!

2009-01-06T12:47:00.004+08:00

New people in the business, But still they have dope songs and yeah, better than others though! Heh, They are called DYNAMIC DUO, do support them and for sure i will update u if they have performances or etc. They did loads of performance, for example,boon lay countdown.And i was there, it was simply awesome. They really did their thing,knuhimsayin. So yeah,do listen to the track below. LIL FEE and E'COOL =))!

Anyone wants to become their fan? With open hands,we welcome you. They will make u proud,im sure about it. =DD!

Thinking About You - Dynamic Duo

peace people.!

changes?

2009-01-04T23:24:00.006+08:00

urr babystarr and take back urr words . says:
Baby . While reading urr blog , ii feel and ii know eu were talking about me .
; urr babystarr and take back urr words . says:
Im sorree if that makes all of eu angry .
; urr babystarr and take back urr words . says:
I know it's late but happy new year .
; urr babystarr and take back urr words . says:
I know how mad eu were till eu didnt even wnna talk to me . Terribly soree , from the deepest of ma heart . I love ONEfham so much and ii can't bear losing all of eu . Cus all of eu meant alot to me . From eu all is where ii really step into the dance world . Without any of eu , im nothing . Just so eu know , eu're always gonna be like ma own systa . I only hope that ey feel me . Takecare ..

*screw this part. idc no more.

2009-01-01T18:20:00.006+08:00

GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009. YAY!!

Time really flies you know, i didnt expect it to be so fast. 2009 awaits for new things,events or just a new life. I really hope i get into polytechnic. and i know i pass o levels. Damn it. nervewrecking,seriously. Countdown was at boon lay. D.F.C (dyliesfhunkie crew) which me,anna,dydy and abg isaac create out of the blue while we were waiting for our turn to perform in front of the VIPs. Damn nervous,serious shit aye. Abg isaac was freaking out coz he cant remember the krumping choreo but we dont blame him.He learned it in the morning and perform it late night,so who doesnt freak out?And there were MANY MANY PEOPLE, okay, a huge crowd.The road was closed down,its like a chingay.The awesome thing is,there were only five of us, so the road is like OURS, SUPERSTAR feeling feeling for a while.

Our performance was okay laa, but could have done better,WHY? the darn song, it sounded spoilt and the audio sucks. Its like they make their own remix and let us dance to it.The hilarious part was, FAWLY sang the song for us to dance,HAHA. Cant help but wait, coz i cant hear the damn lyrics.so we all sang,FUNNY ryte? abg was at the side waiting for his turn to come in during the womanizer song. There were tribe dancers around us to make us look bigger but to me one of them seem to be blocking my space. I nearly kicked him during KRUMPING. haha, not on purpose.WHY CANT U GO A BIT FURTHER?hahaha. But he is cute,so nvm. HEHE!

after the great,bizzare performance,went off to woodlands countdown.Flagged a taxi for almost an hour.I was getting cranky and pissed off. Legs are killing me,due to that darn pretty kicks.gheez. SFB performed, awesome shit. i have always loved their choreo,maot giler. =DD

I expected her to stay there,and accompany us and hang out with us till the wee hours, but instead she went to vivo.Gheez,great huh.i was damn pissed, we all were. We were late,try to understand.VIPs were taking their time,and taxis are being choosy.CB. Nvm,we are used to this behaviour of urs. so yeahh.so much for one fham.and oh,u have new frens,i just realised.sheesh! =.=

ANYHOOS,i went home taking a cab,i was damn shagged. I couldnt movee,K MELAMPAU,i was just tired. i am happy for now.

-thanks to those who came to boon lay ayee, appreciate it loads.Da nation fliq was awesome on stagee, congrats guys.

-THANKS to abg isaac for replacing chacha since she cant make it but last minute she could,thanks loads. U really did great ok,eventho u learn the choreo for two days. U rawk aye,we are gonna miss u loads,ur jokes and stuff.HAHAH, wheres mumu? =DDD!

Happy new year to all,and my handphone broke down, bitch btol.So i cant really reply, so its really infuriating.Understand my situation aye.

And haha,hafriz,i find ur video touching.and yeah,im gonna post it here.so pple, watch it,This is hafriz from T.A.G. awesome pple, and they have awesome songs.do check them out okays. =)

peace pple.

2008-12-29T15:59:00.004+08:00

The competition yest,was awesome.We lost,but its allrite.We did great,i know,for sure aye.
I am so gonna miss practicing with D.F.C,it was damn fun, memories will be kept.thanks for everythingg,especially abg issac,khalis and kak zeella. ily all aye =)

the video will be uploaded pretty soon,yest my phone went dead on me and i couldnt switch it on.Busted nyer hp, and i was definitely pissed.I need to use dydy hp instead,its a hassle coz i dont like sony ericsson.AHHA,no offence aye. =))

Performance at boon lay countdown,dylimarcell with ABG ISAAC frm f.i.s (thanks abgg for helping out) i love tat abg very much okay. =D

2008 is coming to an end,so fast. OMG, 2009 in two days. results for o's, next week.I AM FREAKING OUT,idk.i hope its gonna be allright. god bless.

school is starting for student,this friday.HAHA,have fun.i am so gonna enjoy my days at home,shaking legs and just hanging out.HUHUSSS =DD

and i hope kak zeella,hasween and dydy got the retail course in ite simei. insyallah.

got to bounce,tkcr guys.lots of love,beee =DD

-imissyou.idontknowifyouknow.sheesh

2008-12-27T01:31:00.004+08:00

fhunkie with dylis. D.F.C (DARKNESS FALL CREW)

everyday, i've been going out, dance practices and etc.Tiring? like hell,for sure okayy.
Pulse comp, at taka. this sunday. 12-5pm. Do comedown and support ayeeeee, for D.F.C!
awesome people in there,HEEHEE!

and for god sake,kak zeella was driving me crazy today,She kept irritating me,equivalent to a mosquito,i feel like squirting something at her,PEPPER SPRAY. haha,i still love her okay. eh kak,stop touching me okay, geli OI! HAHAHAH =DD

abg issac has been great! gerek kaki siakk, i love chatting with him,simply crappy and hilariousss okayyyyyy. cant stop laughing,he is a great brother, aku syg abg =D

Khalis,thanks for being patient with us,u rawk ayee.seriously.

and i was a bit pissed today,late at night,due to someone. Maybe he didnt hear it correctly but its like accusing me for something and it really angered me okay.i really feel insecure and yes i felt like talking things out with him,but i couldnt care less. A lil kid, i cant be bothered but i'm always nice to u wad,i didnt do anything bad,SHEESH. fcukette! =( really really sad, hurts a lot ok.

whatever it is,i got chingay later. i am really shagged mcm to the max. Kak z aint coming later,mcm thanks?! and we will be running like dogs later during chingay.After chingay,dance prac. so u can imagine,i am damn tired. nvm,its worth it,im sure of it.

dylies will be performing at countdown at boon lay ok.check us out if u are there.Damn nervous and scared. HEHE, but for sure we are gonna do our best.

k got to bounce. bye

-u went offline wen i wanted to chat with u.cheebye.
and i miss a lot of pple.kak sheila,pls come this sun.i miss u a lott. =((

tireddd like hell ok.

2008-12-23T01:29:00.003+08:00

coz imy very much. coz u dont care. coz its always like this. coz i'm a failure at this stuff. coz i think i shld be a lesbian.HAHAH,k stupid idea ok,i was joking. =.=

i hope a new year will be better for me.O level results,pls make sure its good,not tat bad ok.I will hate myself if it turn out worse.PLS allah,let me passs okayy and get a gd course. =)))

D.F.C, the pulse comp.Do come and support, idk wer okay.i will update soon for sure,

Now i'm missing a lot of pple.screw it.

nytes world.

=)

2008-12-19T01:17:00.005+08:00

http://topdawg.ning.com/profiles/blogs/battle-of-mp3-round-1-blue

VOTE FOR RICHARD J OKAY,I LOVE HIS SONGSS =DDD

i am really supatired. But dance has been awesome eventho' mom doesnt like it at all,sorry momsie.u noe i love u kan? =D

kak z, take it slow aye with ur probs.we are here for u. knuhimsayin.

-cant wait for prac,imma do my best. =)

*loads of thanks to abg issac,khalis and kak nurul for teaching me with loads of patience. =DD

*i miss u anw.

2008-12-16T01:31:00.007+08:00

dylimarcell
dearest cuzzie love,chacha.
nanep siakk,one phamm
me love,my all
womanizer parttt
freekzy and rsc
familyyyy
besty and cuzzie. i look blearghh
cutest and sweetest couple. sunshine and chachaa
Battle, second round
we are definitely having funnn
remy in battle,dope maot eh
who else but not remy?HAHAHA

PICHAS FROM FAANAGRAPHY,i took it from the multiply.HEH,sorry yerr.too pretty la the picc,HEEE =DD

yeaa ,check out the pics kays. =)

AND

do vote for fatal phlow ayeee. register and vote ten times per day until march 2009. I noe its long but do it for local artist in singapore ayeee. so feel free to vote. peace =)

http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/livenloadedDetail.aspx?campaign=livenloaded&item_id=UGC-4706&album_id=984.

lets do it ayee =))

thanks to everyonee.

2008-12-14T00:35:00.004+08:00

did a comeback,got third for beyond ur style comp.God bless.thank u allah =)
the battle for first round was crap, we didnt noe wtf we were doing, HEY, we are not use to this,we are focusing on the dance instead of this.I heard boos and stuff, i was embarassed mcm nak mampos. BUT still,congrats to fan.crew for getting champion =D . u were great at the battle eventho u make us pissed for a while.HAHA =.=

anyhoo,the second round battle was okay.we did better,we just avoid the attacks,according to SUNSHINE,thanks ayee, and it was funny.The opponent face goes O.O! HAHA, it was worth it,luffing our ass off,but they were great. =))

tired to the max,video will be uploaded soon. THANKS TO THOSE WHO CAME TO SUPPORT,THANKS LOADS SERIOUSLY. =DDD F.I.S, THE OTHER DYLIES, FREEKZY NUTZ,RHYFRESH(zimah and sasha) thanks oi,thanks. mcm nak pelok korang smpai mati.HAHAHAHAH =D

i am a happy girl, shit. tomorrow work, i hope this wouldnt end,we are back.so lets go dylies ayee. =DD

AND LASTLY THANKS TO NANEP FROM SFB FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE FOR US.ILOVE U MANN,U RAWK AYEEE. ONE FHAM =))

missesss

2008-12-12T00:19:00.004+08:00

moody. i skipped work today, cramps was outrageous,couldnt bear it,i was whining and crying. furthermore, i was sick. So its a wrong combination.Ended up screaming and shouting at family members for god knows why.I hate this day. =(

Plans with zimah for tmr cancel, her mom say no due to some reasons.And i end chingay real late,how the hell am i suppose to meet raiyan and ciklin?*grr,bite fingers*

imhtm. yea,guess ok. i cant put it to words,simply feeling really sucky.I am really looking forward to an outing with wrss peeps.i miss them like hell, pri sch peeps too with diy hilton and the rest,sape lagy eh?HAHA.

i miss school.i dont know why i am typing this but yea,i miss my mr ravin and the classmates.shit,how i wish it wouldnt end this quickly. Waking up early in the morn,rushing to sch,loads of assignments to be completed within a day,how i miss the fast pacing thing.Now,its like dance and work.thats all,its boring. I miss playing pranks on xuan ren,that fat bitch of mine,imy like hell okay.Deebelo,i miss ur annoying voice and loads more. aiyaa,i miss my classroom and my class.HAHAHA =.=

I miss a lot of things,maybe i get to emotional due to this menses stuff.HAHA =DD
kak lisa,kak zeella and kak sheila,come back quickly and safely.i miss u three badly =(

yea,i miss a lot of pple.sheesh.

-just for u. yea watever,
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee simpson

danceee.

2008-12-11T00:58:00.003+08:00

watch it ayee,aryll is in it. ULTIMATE DANCE CREW.awesome,thumbs up ayee. =D

http://www.razortv.com.sg/site/servlet/segment/main/lifestyle/15962.html

just for u dekk,now smileeee giler. =))

2008-12-08T16:53:00.005+08:00

i have been busy with dance and work chasing after my ass now. =(
Its really tiring but what to do? I need cash like pronto, u get wad i'm saying? HAHS.

i got to run, i'm just so busyyyy.

Holla me if u want to go out wimme or sumting ayee.
And slmt hari raya to all muslims and its very coldddd btwwww.

BYE LOVES.

kak lisa and kak z,come home soon,imy all.
ZIMAH AND RYAN AND CIKLIN,this fridayy ayee =DDDD

2008-12-03T01:02:00.004+08:00

work was allright,wasnt that rough, i could handle it i guess but i'm not use to the long hours of standing on my feet and walking aimlessly around the shop if theres arent any customer.U feel me? The place is allright,the staff are all nice, the manager is scary, he is a body builder and i'm scared he would just punch me and i would die in that shop itself.Whack imagination? I KNOW, but scaryy. reached home like finally,and mom crack up some lame jokes, and i couldnt believe she is already forty seven.I thought she was still forty? she really look youngg seriously and pple even said she was thirty? perasaan gilerr. HAHAHA

i miss a lot of person,kak lisa and hetty.come back quickly,i can go crazy siaaaa, i miss u two so muchhh, I miss that guy alssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo and some of my homies. =)

meet up soon aye,and tmr dance prac eh? =(
woohoos =.=!

the song, just for u. STAY MY BABY.

Stay My Baby - Miranda Cosgrove

still smiling,standing strong. =D

2008-11-30T00:24:00.006+08:00

i'm not losing anything, he is back. still the same old thing from the past,nothing change,i became too paranoid. Saw something today,heck,it was freaking funny.compare and its obvious it is so wrongg.if u get my drift,then good.if not,idc?hahahs.

RED CAMP OUTING = AWESOME
Eventho it was short for me and frens,i had loads of fun,thanks to the SLs,campers and the one who organize it,if i'm not wrong,matthew.THANKS LOADS =DDD

i make new frens,awesome and hot frens.HAHAHAH, happy already,cant stop drooling at how guys,sheesh. =.=

Thanks fiq for accompanying me,u are awesome aye. =)

i miss my frens rite now,so badly.include wrss okayyyyyyy

bye world.

-in the end,i will still win.thus listen to the song i dedicate specially for u. =D

Irreplaceable - Beyoncé

2008-11-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

Somehow i regret, seriously regretting every action that i have done. I believe in karma i guess, i rejected someone,and the other someone doesnt give a damn.Am i wasting time? my answer is YES,definitely.I rejected guys that like me and didnt even give them another chance to make things right,somehow i label myself a bitch and serve me right. i hate myself for now, many came to talk to me about relationship and stuff,but i'm a failure at this itself. I dont fit to advice pple to do wads best in their relationship and life when i cant even carry out my life in the right way. This is so embarassing,its really sad u noe.The guy u really really like,dont give a hoot about u.HOHOS, serve me right kan? Mickey, i'm sorry. Faris haziq,i'm sorry. i feel so useless right now,feeling really down,i can even collapse. Dance prac tomorrow? i dont even have half the mood to shake my ass and do my best. Pathetic? YES, i dont mind be called that, if ANNA is reading this, yes,Whatever HETTY said was true, SHEESH, grr, i feel like biting someones head or just cry till my eyes sore or something. Blasting music aint working coz most of my songs are RICHARD J,so it does not fit in the mood,u noe wad i'm saying. K fcuk,screw that line. stupid line ever.

I just wish it was schooling,so i can put everything aside and study till i go crazy.Sadly,its the holidays,it sucks.I'm jobless,i dont even noe if i get that job. Dance and Chingay is tiring,momsie is not making it easy for me at home,she simply loves to scream at me for no particular reason,nahh,its allryte.She is still my mom no matter what,i love her so much,she is like my strength. =)

I miss abang so much,i miss his screamings and naggings.All the arguments and the lame jokes. Sis is currently sleeping,usually tell her about my life,but she is not good at this stuff,i dont blame her,eventhough she drive me insane,she is still the greatest sister,seriously.

Lil bro.currently sleeping soundly. He is like a security alarm once awake. I think if he is not at home,i will miss him badly coz he is the only one who disturb me with his dumb pranks and jokes. I'm scared once he is in sec sch,he wont bother to stay home and hang out wimme. Blogging about this really knock some senses in my head,i nvr did care abt my lil bro until now.He needs love and attention,i love him so much eventho i nvr show it that much. I love u kiddo,and yes,he is bcuming as dashing and charming like my elder brother.DIE, many girls will be after his ass,i'm sure of it. =.=

Back to me again, i'm not tired,i'm feeling really low. i dont know what to do,i cant confide to anyone,coz everyone is sleeping. I really feel that i need to be alone. Tomorrow dance prac,yes i will come and just dance. I'm gonna be fake, smiling so happily as if nothing happen but instead theres actually something. SHIT,grr. I know dydy will understand,but dont tell the others ayte. I dont want them to ask qns and pry into my emoshit life. I feel freaking emo,and am disgusted. HAHA,not funny la sial.*slaps myself*

yea,i gotta bounce,i wanna listen to richard j,ice cream truck song on a repeat mode before listening to britney my baby song frm her new circus album.Her album is awesome,go listen aye.

i like u,u dont care? now i wont. i regret everything that i've done to impress or just to get to know u better.WHY? waste of my damn time. dah dah, i wanna go off. =(

My Baby - Britney Spears

red camp aye

2008-11-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

i miss red camp already.the company,the SLS, and the homies there,awesomee people,awesome memories.I tot i would not enjoy it,but i guess i was wrong.So much laughter with wrss pple and new frens. aww,i miss u all. =)

*beep me if theres an outing aye,i will try my best to make it.

ily all.

why?

2008-11-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to miss you and i dont know why.

-try guessing,if its you,then maybe its you. =(

weeeeeeeee!

2008-11-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

Dancing was damn hell of a lot of funnn =D
weeee,i am a happy kid *shakes butt*
The 4 of us without anna,grooving to the music,and i smell so bad sia after sweating too much. this is definitely a way to lose weight,yea,i am bcuming fatter each and everyday,blame mommy for the wonderful and fattening dishes she cooked.HEHE

i miss raiyan and yea,U. He doesnt seem to care,whoopie.thanks for the memories though,u are such a great person anw. Back to raiyan,i havent seen that mischevious and naughty kid for weeks,meet me mann.IMY MCM ORG GILA SIAA =((

tomorrow,job interview.run around in circles siaaa.Going with fawly and after that dance practice,HEHE, on wed, chingay and dance prac.I am so packed,i am not going to red camp for one day,sorrie pple if u expecting me to come,HOHOHO.i will attend it on thurs and friday though,no worries aye.

Saturday,chingay and dance prac,i am so gonna be shagged and tired. WAH, so busy mcm businessman,businessman my butt, i still am jobless. Even diyanah,my pri sch fren has a job,ahhh tak fair ahh kamu. and i miss my old frens and stuff.

tag me if u wanna go out wimme,only for frens,others tak nak layan.HAHA =DD

dah,i'm tiredd,i want to sleep,bye pretty gorgeous pple.

-imy dammit. =(

*i'm supadupa fly,i kip it real and lets flow real slow aye.
*Boy come wimme,and dance wimme kays? =D

BOO. AND BTW THANKS DOUBLE DEE =)) AND NANEP,AKU SYG KAMU SIOT,JUMPE BSOK YERR .=DDDD!

I AM A HAPPY KID?

2008-11-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

OKAY,LIL BRO.I'M SORRY FOR ACCUSING U FOR LOSING MY SANDALS. OKAY?HAPPY BERUK? =.=

actually shld accuse another person,my dearest abang.yesh,tat monster use my sandals without permission and went home today evening,meaning to sae he book in with my sandals or he met his gf until god knows where and til wad time.sheesh, BROTHERS = trouble and happiness

sister is driving me nutz.dont wanna talk about it,waste of time. HAHA

I went to the NEW YISHUN LIBRARY,its the opening and i realise,it was crowded and crampy? O.o! but fortunately,i manage to grab two SIDNEY SHELDON books, YAY. The librarian informed me that i can borrow 8 books? no wonder all the great books are gone within minutes, greedy and kiasu people, i badly wanted to borrow JODI PICOULT,ahhhhh. =((

*cant wait to watch YES MAN and BEDTIME STORIES, and i need a date for this. Him again perhaps? fingers cross,hope he can make it or sumthing. =) if not,anna.dydy.naz is the next choice.HAHA,i still love u all okay.

K BYE PEOPLE. tomorrow chingayy,run around screaminggg. O.O!!!

=)

2008-11-13T23:29:00.001+08:00

i'm angry okay,very angry.
stupid lil bro,the green one.not the white one,he is too precious.

Definitely today made my day,eventho it was short,it was worthwhile.Talking crap and joking around,it was awesome. Madagascar was awesome,lame and damn hilarious,u shld watch okay eventhough theres not much to the story,but its really funny,worth my time and his time =)

Afte that,went swimming with anna at jurong around 6.40pm.Anna reached chinese garden earlier than me cause i took the wrong train with him from boon lay and yes he reach jurong east first unlike me who went clementi and need to change train,suey i tell you.HAHA,it was a bit dumb but its aite though. =))

The place wasnt pack at all,the water cold giler.Theres one part during the lazy pool,this cave suddenly have loads of fog to make it much more scarier,and yes,it was smokey and stuff,i went in and just continue swimming eventhough i cant see a damn thing.ANNA was screaming for my name and that kental quickly swam to the other side without looking at the place,HEHEH.kental eh? =) sorry darls.

The water slide,yellow one,was too fast,haha, and yeah,i choke too much and nearly vomit.WOOHOO,didnt vomit at all,but still continue swimming around.We left around 8pm coz i was shagged and theres this grp of chinese malaysians freaking us out,asking our age and stuff.SERAM OI,quickly walk away,

went home after that, chatted and slacked at chinese garden, and that place supacreepy with banglas and stuff who kept giving us the loook,and u noe anna,she get irritated and spit out vulgarities,HAHA,my security guard = anna =DD

now at home, blogging. I tot today was the best day,but shits happen.One was about a fren who wasted our time,sorry for saying that coz i was fcuking pissed off and u are at home,still msging us when we were waiting for u like assholes at the mrt station.

Lil bro = fcuker. That genius lost my pair of havaianas,stupid cb. He didnt bother to say sorry,i practically shouting at him all the way,just watch out.I'll give u hell tomorrow morning,u stupid bodoh nyer laki,STUPID LIKE HELL.no responsibility,fcuk it. he just left it outside the house,stupid kid,stupid nak mampos.

sorrie for being a bad sister,but u simply suck at this time.U acted as if nothing is wrong, how i wish i could slap u so hard. bodoh punye adek.cb. =((

dah,thats it.bye world.

not fair.

2008-11-12T13:44:00.000+08:00

i'm not gonna wait,i'm tired. let TIME tell,will see how this goes.If it happens,i'll just go with the flow.I have loads of backup plans and this small thing aint bringing me down.Dig that? now shut ur trap and just go away.

-any company that i went for interview or application,fcuking call me back larhs. desperate giler,sedeh sedeh. =(

i miss raiyan so badly,aiyayaya, and zimah,imy too.meet up with you soon kays. RAIYAN,AKU RINDU KAMU. =)

2008-11-11T21:34:00.001+08:00

WOW,today marks the day of the end of o levels but it also a sucky day for me and kirah. WHY?
JOB HUNTING = mcm cibai.

Too much racism and discrimination.Some cant even converse in proper english and still got the cheek to tell me theres no vacancy in their own language.I dont even understand half of what they were saying,i just nod and smile and walk away before give the fcuk up face. YES,i swear to GOD i was so shagged and i slept in the bus when heading to the zoo.

SPEAKING OF THE ZOO, son of a bitch and gun and anything in this world. I call up the people yest, and they told me to go to the zoo to ask for the application form.OKAY THEN, so headed there with kiirah and yesh,we waited for half and hour for the holy rundown bus and the journey took another half an hour.Reach there,mcm finally, the damn staff said that "oh,u must send the resume thru email and they will call you up if there is any openings". sumpah mcm wtf,i was about to go crazy,mcm nak lari and just i dont know,feel like killing them,so waited for the bus againn, and surprisingly it came so early =D

actually,i wanted to head to night safari,but somehow the entrance was eerie and scary giler, i decided not. The stupid eyes is really scary sumhow,kiirah kept laughing at me,HEY =)

Then,job hunting at ang mo kio hub. Most wanted chinese and those above 18. and malaysian?MCM WTF?singaporean not good enough issit? i know why,coz malaysian are far more cheaper and can speak 3 languages, chinese,english and malay. SO BENEFICIAL GILER BABI. then rather u shift ur freaking shop to malaysia,isnt it much more better? -.-

After getting rejected and feeling really annoyed,headed to heeren.Saw amy, EHEM EHEM,SHE SUPAHOT OK!, at chaos boutique doing her thang. Lucks man,at least she got the job.

then, i tried at new urban male,HAHA,who cares kan? the chinese guy,supa cute and supahot?
macam nak pengsan, seriouss,sheesh,too many hot guys arh at new urban male,if i get the job, i hit the jackpot u noe.HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH =DD

after kirah went almost to every so called shops, headed to wheelock and wisma and then far east. Penat giler, macam nak pengsan. I saw hetty,nanep and anna at far east though,sorry didnt tag alongg,sorry aye.and screw anna for buying pastry kicks i guess,ahh ccb laaa sial. =(

bye people. i cant be bothered to blog that much, syakirah would have a longer post thoughh.
take care homies,chingay this sat, wahh excited giler? -.-

http://kikikiirah.blogspot.com/

PEACE.

2008-11-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

O LEVELS FINALLY OVERRR!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh,runs around in circle =DDD

Now,time for job huntinggg. Chingay up next,cant fcuking wait and dance life maybe.HAHAH

*flaps wing!*

bye beautiful people.

DYDY,I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN,HAPPY? =)

boring

2008-11-06T19:58:00.001+08:00

I'm currently left with one paper, combine science mcq. Lame? yesh,i think so. 6 days to study but i'm slacking at home instead. such a nice day to just lie down and watch teevee all the way.
-FRIENDS,90210,GOSSIP GIRLS,CSI MIAMI
hahs,all time favourite. and yes cartoons. The best of the best =))

I'm boredd,tomorrow dancebeatz at padang.gonna roar for F.I.S and other grps i like larhs.HEE,all the best for those grps ayte, amaze us oryte. =DD

bye lovely pple.

right here,right now.

2008-10-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

*cause my heart yearns for u.* =.= mr. H

anywayy, cliques went to sentosa, i guess so. And i'm stuck at home,fcuk it, And i didnt study. later i guess, i was tired doing the chores. currently watching 90210, haha,kinda addicted to it, i'm waiting for gossip girls, episode 8 i think. Next tue =))

Madagascar 2, on 13 nov. cant wait to watch, Hey,its a cute and funny movie, and i love comedies. i got a date with someone.HAHAHA, friends la friends. =P

physics hardcore later, i'm gonna memorise the freaking formulas and do the whsts and browse thru the big,thick and dusty textbook, hehss.

i'm addicted to hsm3 songs, right here right now. its nicee wad,and romantic. =.=

dah dah, o levels now, the rest after o's. cant wait for chingayyy gayy. YAYYY

to this someone, u know who.

-its not working out, u noe. my heart is sumwer else and i dont think u want to get hurt again and again. i feel really bad u know. all the best in ur life. soccer and love life. yeah, see u soon i guess. take good care of urself. =)

i miss them all. one crew,one love (dylimarcell) one beat,one passion, one fham. (cliques and clans)

2008-10-25T15:49:00.000+08:00

hasween not in. the photographer. =P

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 WAS AWESOME =))

so much for not going, i was bored then decided to go watch it with the rest.

Me,dydy,anna,fawly,ebal,amirah,nanep,hetty and hasween. YEAP,only 9 of us, but it was still crazy and fun. HEHS =)

pictures will be uploaded which will take a week later coz i'm lazy.I bet dydy will upload it faster than me on his blog. www.urban-intoxication.com =DD

now i'm too lazy to study,around 6 pm i'll start, i dont have the mood,just too tired of it.its boring,good thing this is the last of the last.next year,i hope,polytechnic.I bet its gonna be better for suree.

and psst,its a must must to watch high sch musical 3. too many songs though,but i enjoyed it. peace. i gtg. i'm watching 90210 instead,HEHHH.

AND OH,HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATE ONCE AGAIN =)

ONE BEAT,ONE PASSION,ONE FHAM. =)

fcuk it

2008-10-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS SHOE CAN? SHITASS.

o levels. =(
-currently sick and tired of everything.

maths wasnt that bad, brainfreeze for a while when doing some question,i didnt do any revision on that small teeny weeny topic.fcukette all the wayy sial. GRR!
its over though,no use already.

Sorry anna and cliques,couldnt follow u all. I'm just so tired and the weather is fineee and cooolll. Such a nice day to snug under my blanket and just go to lalaland.sorrry allryte. after o's,i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee okayyyyyyy.

I was bored so decided to watch some hindustan clips at youtube.I love it okay,so what,its just so nice to watch,and the song is very soothing. I'm just stress up, trying to relax now.Later,hardcore history.AHHHH, even worst,mcm nak mati. =(

i miss u. mr H. =.=

k PPLE, i gtg. enjoy watching hindustan yerr. =)

homies,

2008-10-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

Frens are everythingg. My cliques,crew and my sch frens. Gonna miss my sch frens for sure coz they are the ones who make my day extra special when i'm in school and as for that i thank u all from my bottom of my heart.imy and ily all.

After o's,i guess i'm gonna be busy.Dancelife and working life.Yes,i'm searching for work and i prefer retail assistants coz its much more interesting,i get to gain loads of experience i thinkk. Cant wait and i'm joining chingay with my homies.How great can this be? spending my holidays with them every single day gitu, gerekk siakkkk. But still kental coz i cant ton and stuff,kental kental.What to do? i have a mom who kept worrying about me and a brother who is quite controlling, i'm happy with it though.At least they care for me giler giler kan?HEEE =DDD

Gonna study nowww,chemistry mcm sundal. I have been failing science since sec 1. aiyayay, nvm,buck up and i will try my best to get a pass or a b4 or sumting, =))

AND TO NANEP,PERGY BLAJA LA OIIIIIII. *slaps u then u noe* -.-!

imissmycliques.anna didnt join us just now,kinda miss her stupid and lame antics =)
imissfate,faque,adam,slack,sharz,zimah. see u all soon oi. aiyoyoyoyo =O!

k da byeee.i miss mr ravintharan s/o palanisamy siaaaaaaa =.=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEELLA. =DD

2008-10-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ZEELLLAAAAA. =D the most supafliest sister and the dopest of them all.the best of the best. At last,twenty huh?so old yet look so damn younggg. Time flies so fast and didnt realise today is ur birthday,NOT. Someone kept reminding us her birthday is coming *points to zeella* HAHAHA.u noe ily mann. Be happy with everything u have, may u be older and wiser.I'm glad that i got to know you and yeah its like a blessingg.Ur frens are my frens now,even better,some of them are in my crew.I thank u for that and also thanks for everything u have done for us.I am proud to say i have the greatest sister, =DDD UR PRESENT?pending yerrr. I'm still thinking,u noe.HEES. AND ALSO ALL THE VERY BEST FHUNKIESTYLERZ FOR THE DANCEBEATS ON 1ST NOV,I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT ALLRYTEEEEE, O LEVELS U NOE =.=!
and p/s: practical was irritating to the max. aiyayayyaya =(

later gonna study with kak lisaaaaa. YAYYY =DD

bye world.

2008-10-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

i will make this post sweet and short giler allryte..

Hari raya with cliques and dylies was awesome shit. At last i have graduate from woodlands ring secondary school,next big thing gonna be o levels itself.Scared?hell yeah. Tomorrow chem practical and yes i have push myself to study and memorise those stuff.I am proud of myself =))

Thanks kak alisa for teaching me and encouraging me to study and stuff. God bless mann =D

I got to bounceeee, i need to recap everything and sleep early.bye world. =D

2008-10-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

THE MOST ANNOYING YET LOVABLE BROTHER.ZULFADLI BIN HARMAN.
ZUL SEMOT OR KAKANOVA.
jyeahh,he mcm paham once again,

He is heading to australia for 3 weeks. Different country,different environment and different food.HAHS, but yeah i'm gonna miss him like crazy eventhough at times i feel like killing him. He irritates people and make lame jokes till u laugh ur ass out. And yeah,he love torturing me to do house chores and kept saying "ANAK DARA KAN" and yes,he is a mommy's boy.He gets annoyed if we wont listen to whatever my mom told us to do.He makes sure we siblings did it.Macam the leader but HAHA. Yea,he quite manje in an irritating way.

I still remember my sis and younger bro ask him to bring back souveniors from australia. Guess what he replied,

Zul.abg: ah yer, aku bwkkan ko cactus dgn gigi camel.
gigi camel = camel's teeth,.

HAHAHAHA, my siblings = morons. He is going there for ns not for sightseeing.It was hilarious,mom couldnt stop laughing. =)

Gonna miss him, take care dearest brother,and i'm sure his gf will miss him like hell. Kak mas,bersabar yer,only 3 weeks. If i'm his gf,i will likely die coz he is someone that will make u smile like a fool and stuff with his lame antics and jokes.

DAH,TOO LONG LA THIS POST FOR HIM. miss u bro. =(
BRING ME SOMETHING HOME MAN, u freaking irritating bro. =))

2008-10-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLACKKKKKKKKKKKK.FINALLY SIXTEEN,FLAPS WINGSS.
Be happy alwaysss and senyum senyum slalu yerrr .=DD

P/S:I AM OLDER THAN U BY 5 MONTHS.
JYEAHH. kay joking. have a fabulous birthday allryte. =P

2008-10-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

the kecohs aunties minus the green mafia at the side.HAHAH.kidding
fathiahhh.
HAHAHAH. just focus on raiyan oryte.
another take =D
THIS BIG FAT CUTE CUZZIE I LOVE.
younger bro and raiyann
RAIYANNNNNN
alimahhhhhhhhhhhh
againn =.=
againnnn
HHAHA
MCM PHMM MANN
SEE SEE,SAME POSEEE
OMGGG,I AM SO TEMBAMMM

my homies and cliques. SUPATALENTED OR WAD LA SIAK? remy.kak zeella and mickey. =D
great work, i have been longing to watch this full video of ur performance,at last jumperr. HEEHEE! FLAVA 1 EH REMY? hahsss.

hari raya was okay. Everyone had a lot of fun, some moronic and stupid experience but somehow sweet memories to be kept. HAHS. Visiting to aunt/uncle/grandmother house, theres only one thing in everyone's mind,whether theres food there. HAHA,assface, I NOE. even aunties are as childish as us. I nearly died that day, 1st day of raya,u wouldnt wanna noe y. I took one of my uncle car and jyeah he drove it like a F1 car, and good thing he swerve before we hit 969 bus. My aunty wanted to smack him with that handphone he was using while driving.But nevertheless,i'm still well and alive. =DDD! it was a great experience, i was panicking in the whole ride. kental?i noe but i dont want to die so early, first day of hari raya summore. wah seyy. and abang kept laughinggg and he nearly make me fall while i was about to sit.he tried pulling the chair,childish giler.beruk btol. He was busy playing with the lil kiddos, the toys and all. Younger bro kept criticising the kuihs that we ate, its either hard, taste awful or simply nice.He was making stupid faces and tricking everyone to eat the awful kuih,haha,stupid kid. =D

Took loads of pic,gonna upload it laterr. And yest,i was mms-ing with faris haziq,He took the same poses that i took.Bacen btol =.= idk la haziq,idk wads wrong wimme. Please dont put high hopes allrite,i have no idea why are u attracted to me. -.- i suck big time and am a bitch at times.haiz haiz haiz,lets put it aside first,o levels first kan. =)
later then we will think about it.

PICTURESS TIMEEE.

2008-09-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

KENTAL?I NOE.
hahaha. after raya, no games. O levels now. Imma do my best and its my turn to shine. =D
and congratz to dearest faten rafidah for scoringg so well for prelims,well done babe. u rawk eventho we are not close due to some reasons =( imy babe,

Edmond,u make the class proud and mr ravin was smiling so much.HAHAHA =)
asyraf, u can do it, u will top it okays. do ur best dearest beruk.

thanks kak alisa for layaning me and also teaching me chemistry. ily babe.
after raya,gonna study with irritating terence i think and nanep. K GEREK =))

selamat hari rayer to the muslims in the world, and tomorrow sch end at 11am. shakes butt and flaps wings.YAHOOOO =DDD.

byeeee.

cliques and stuff.

2008-09-28T01:39:00.000+08:00

Congratz to voguelicious for clinching second.You all did great. WOWOWO,i love their performance,they really set the stage on fire and the crowd certainly went crazy. I was screaming and shouting for them,a night to remember for sure. I met a lot of my frens,wowowowo. i miss them mcm orang gila u know, such happiness to see and get to hug them. U guys rawk my world ayte, =DDD

Six souls,u all did allryte.Cheer up okayss, u all will do great soon kays. Mickey was there,we all miss him loads. Its nice to see u are back again, senyum senyum slalu yer. Break fast at macdonald,found out tat i was the only who was fasting =.=! HAHA,suey. Ramai tak puase yerr and nak raye,TAK TAU MALU.haha, jk mann. no hard feelings allryte,

I saw chacha with a new guy,aww be happy and stay swit u two. all the best in ur love life.
My zimah looks hot today,ehem ehem. and i got to yank ur hair,i am a happy girl.
Adam and the rest were there,happy sungguh saye tau.
cliques make my day,no words can express this feelings.all i noe, i'm glad i got noe u all,ily all.

TO DYDY, U RAWK LA SIAK.I AM HAPPY FOR U, ALL THE BEST MANN,AFTER O'S, WE ARE BACK ALLRYTE, UR DANCE WAS SUPERB, PROUD OF U COUSIN. =))

now i'm tired.nytes world. raye in 3 days, flaps wings.HAHAS =)

2008-09-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

PLEASE WATCH. ITS FREAKING FUNNY LIKE HELL OKAYS.MAKE ME SMILEE LIKE HECK AND LAUGH LIKE HELL. =DDD

2008-09-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

the ones who never fail to make my day.
-dylimarcell
-cliques
-16 souls
-gfs in school.

i love them all yerr. =))

20092008
I missed mr richard j and mr kraziestarr performance.billion of apologies to mr kraziestarr as i have promised i will catch him singing/rapping his song.btw, i love his supadupa song. And even bummer, i missed mr richard j.He sang cellphone,omfg? if i was there,i will melt but only for a while. Next time then, i will just continue listening to his song on a repeat mode.HAHAHA =DD

dydy,hasween,nanep and me.Yeah,four of us only. We did have fun and dearest nanep bought a new nike air max 90 shoe.Sumpah,dope giler to the max and i really felt like stealing it. Its nice and anna was eyeing that shoe all the while.Too bad yerr, buy another colour kays anna. The lime green one,its niceeee tooo. =)

Break fast at long john silver at cathay. Bought the ramadhan feast,quite worth it.And after that rush to city hall.Kay bedek rush,we took out own sweet time and my legs was about to break at any point of time.Ebal called us telling that richard j is performing the song cellphone.And guess wad,i was still at dhoby ghaut?sedeh nak maot.mcm nak nangis siak. But, we met v, another fella that makes me laugh and smile at his funny lame antics.ily sey.

Finally,reach there.And jyeah,i missed the whole thing.OMFG? so settled down there,and watched ZUL MYSTROE AND AKEEM do their thang. And dope giler nak maot serious shit eh. Everyone was feeling it yaw, and i was glad i came there.HEEHEE. after their slots,it was freaky z. EYY.he is one hella dope guy,HUMOROUS and HUMBLE. his songs are really good, and its kinda like eminem. Eminem really influence him.Thumbs up for his saturday,minah anthem and loads more of his songsss. i'm a very happy girl.

met rsc there,remy,ebal and amirah. We had a lot of fun, i miss the rest of the cliques yaw. meet up soon hunneyss, =)))

i am so gonna watch kraziestarr and richard j perform,soon.idc siaa,its a must must to watch them doing their thang. and and remyy,do update me and the rest abt ur performance. all the best kays babe. =D

bye world.sch is boring and i got loads of hmwks to do. BYEE.

p/s: i'm falling for u boy. =))

2008-09-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

photos took from zimah frenster =DD

AWW, dearest zimah blog about me.The greatest cousin anyone could have and she have this habit of making people jealous.SHEESH, i will steal raiyan from you and make sure i take loads of pics of him.Worst come to worst,i will video call u. *kening naek naek* HEE! and and meet up on 27th sept at bukit panjang plaza okayssss, theres a competition there,and i will be there supporting my homies,So please come down,i want to yank all ur hair out.PLS? =DDD

school is simply boring.i'm screwed,mr ravin wants to give me a scolding tomorrow morning.I am so ready for it, and i will refrain myself from losing my temper in anyway.=) I will be supanice tomorrow.Mom is whack, tomorrow she wants to go geylang. And i cant meet raiyan this weekend, yes zimah,go ahead and smile so wide.ISHH.TK FAIR. =( nvmm,next time. When are we sleeping over at ciklin's crib again,cuz? u noe ily mann. =D

Saturday plans. Watch mr kwaziestarr perform at esplanade. Conferm dope maot,i love his candy love song. cant wait and i really hope mumsie let me out.PLS,i have been a good gerl and didnt even go out for the past 2 weeks. ERGH. Prelims result = crap. I'm gonna end up to ite at this rate,worst cum to worst, ite simei.Most of my frens are there? but i dont want to?coz i'm aiming for polytechnic.the only poly which will accept me is republic i guess.HAHS,who cares. At least its a polyyyyyyyyy =))

tomorrow,study date with natalie kang yu ting. i love u la sial,thanks for being my study companion. =D gerek gerek. i gtg pple,i'm tired and my back hurts. nites world.ily all.

cliques?imy all. =(

2008-09-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks zimah for making me jealous with ur picture with raiyan.i miss that babyboi of mine and u look hot with rebonded hair okays. Go rebond cpat cpat tau =)

I spend the day at the library after school.I was shagged and god knows why.Social studies lesson was a boredom and everyone felt asleep.Whatever mr roy said,didnt quite register in my brain. I completed my eng homework and 3/4 of maths wsht and malay wsht. I am left with loads of revision and the chapter on electronics left for my concept map.SEE,i'm making an effort to study.I wont be online as frequently,pardon me pls.

and freekzy nutz got this new song they recorded and composed.Dearest adam send it to me and i shall let u all listen.do spread it around yaww, and i noe its their hard work. =))
thumbs up freekzy nutz. =D!

Memories Acoustic.mp3 - freekzy nutz.

2008-09-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

RESULTS.

Not satisfying at all,seriously. But its not surprising,everything was last minute.Now,its now for last lap which dearest mrs kok kept emphasising.Yeah,and i am putting effort in studying at all.Its been a week since i meet my cliques and i miss u all damn much.Even anna,naz and dydy,i didnt manage to spend time with my lovelies.Sorry.I have a younger brother who seems to need attention from me.ASS. =(

English=pass
math= idk.i tink i screw up coz mr ravin looks angry wimme.
poa= HAHAHA =)
ss= PASS. only 12 pass in the class. WAHH.SEYY
hist= sbq fail.nabey cb.i tell u.

NO A'S. so the expected.working hard now,currently doing physics which i see some hope but not for chemistry.How the hell am i suppose to pass that stupid fcuk up subject.God,help me mann. =(

And today i whipped up a wonderful dish= sweet and sour fish. At the end,it tasted like sambal fish.HAHAHA, nvm. Beginner level. =.=

bye world. ily all and miss a lot of u. To make this post looks longer,i will list them all. =)

Dydy,anna,naz,kak z,hetty,hasween,v,eerah,mickey,ebal,liza,fawly,zimah,raiyan,fate,faque,double dee,hafiz,zulfadli bin harman =D,kak sheila,slack,sharz,adam,nanep,hatri and his gf,remy and many more.HAHA.see,i miss seeing all of ur irritating/annoying face.SEE,i treasure my frens to the core oi. Meet up soon larhss. ='(

kak z,thanks for loving harris more than me.WTH,lupe sayer eh mentang mentang si harris ader.HAHAHA. ily kak.where the heck r u siak?

2008-09-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

gossip girls season 2. my wife and kids. Worth watching.serious shit. =D
back soon oryte people. =)

2008-09-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

i look bleargh.i know. =.=

One paper left. Phy/chem paper 1 and then i can rest for a while.A WHILE ONLY. =.=!
Prelims results wont turn out good,i know coz i did everything last minute.Who to blame?Me,myself and I. And yes, at last,i am dropping poa. Ms han identified me already,erm thanks.Shldnt u said that at the start of the year or something?Now its like one month away from o levels.Sheesh, i wasted precious time for poa which i have no interest in.Regretting now?Hell yeah.

Sister is out,mom is at work and bro back in the camp.I'm alone with younger irritating brother.ily assface. =) and i am going to cook today.ERR, well,not exactly a good cook. =.=
nvm,i know this special hands of mine *kening naek naek* will do some magic and whip up a scrumptious meal.Macam paham?i noee. Iyer, i have no idea on what to cook.I will ring up nuraini to help,not my mom,my fren.Both have same names. ^_^

Gonna upload the pics i have promised dylies i will upload.thanks eh? i just realised u all have the pics inside ur oh so fabulous phone too. Well, this is a fasting month, i will be a saint aite. This month only okays. =DD!

wahh.aku laparr.kay sorrie, headache plus empty stomach is not exactly fun ya know.i need to cook summore.Mlas siak, let dearest adek starve to death can? =DD

well,blog soon. o levels now, mati mati. =O!

2008-09-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a ... day. I swear. Ohs,mom didnt allow me to go out but i was very disobedient and also i cant take it staying at home,i walked out of the house instantly after mom went in the room.I wanted to walk around singapore alone but its like macam kental so i went to meet up with my homies at geylang.Its worth it,serious shit.They never fail to make me smile. Thanks guys,and at long last,i met V. I miss him soo much =))

Walk around geylang againn and saw my aunty and uncles. =.=! I was about to faint when i saw them cause mom doesnt noe i'm there.What makes it even whackier,i tried to hide behind a short aunty of mine.LAME?i noe cause i'm too tall.HAHAS,FUCK IT.nvmm, i miss them thoughh.And dearest kak shahirah is so skinny.OMG, go eat a lot and make urself mampat plss. I miss u all my cousins so badly,and yes including u zimah. HEE! =D

Took the last train to kranji from city hall with ebal,dydy,anna,naz and rizal.Took loads of pics using my handphone and only one pic consist of me.THANKS? but i dont mind cause i look retarded and selekeh.SERIOUS SHIT,for the first time i went to town area like that.Embarassinggg. =( btw, i saw firwan too. =D

Reached home,big bro on the computer staring at me as if i commit some murder.ass btol. Me and sis watch this chinese movie without subtitle and we seem to understand it.And its gruesome cause the movie is full of people killing one another.I was hungry and ate sambal udang with my mom's roti john mcm paham.YEA,its nice though. -.-

Pictures will be uploaded soon,sorry guys.My handphone went dead on me. Shit btol. And i havent charge it yet,too lazy yeahs.

will blog soon,bye guys.

-its never ur fault in the first place.and sorry for everything too aite.i wil miss u for sure when u are serving the nation. =)

-idk if this is working out but thanks for ur love and concern.I'm scared to break ur heart in anyway,shit.i suck allryte but pls dont put high hopes on me.seriously. =(

2008-09-06T12:56:00.001+08:00

happy anniversary to nazratul syaheeda and rizal. =D may u two lovebirds last allryte. Be happy always and overcome obstacles together as one. God bless u two. =))

Thanks for viewing my blog and nvr bother to tagg.HAHS.

Yesterday, went to the civic library with dearest kak alisah. It was packed? O.O! With freaky irritating primary sch kids who are taking PSLE. FCUKETTE. Dont know how to shut the fuck up ke? and yeah they brought laptops and watched camp rock.OH KENTAL. watch at disneychannel jekkkk larhs. asssfaces . =(

Still,i blasted richard j songs and HEE,it was niceee somehowww. Thanks kak for teaching me maths and having patience,I swear to god my attention span is only for a short while. She was busy teaching,i was busy smsing with a lot of people. Bill naekk oi,tk kesian kan ke per?

Dearest anna make me laugh at nite.The part she type out all the vulgarities about him.FCUKING FUNNY. i was doing my maths assignment and had to stop cause i cant stop laughing.It was freaking random, i love my darling anna.

Suntec later i think if i can escape from my house.The big monster is at home.WHO? dearest abgg.=.=! die die die must get out of this house.

Kay pple,i gotta run.I need to run some errands and i need to take a bath. SMELLY BEE. -.-
ily all kays.

and btw,do check out this interview ayte.just click on this linkkk.dearest firwan is on it =D
http://www.thefixx.sg/Phir1.html

-imy. and not u faque.HAHAHA =D!

2008-09-05T01:55:00.001+08:00

yOu - nUr - nur janah allia

a song worth listening to =D
too many memories came running thru. taken from dearest dydy,from his blog.
OH AND THANKS FOR TRICKING ME AND ANNA AND NAZ ABOUT U CREATING THIS SONG.nabei ccb. =.=

2008-09-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

I dont know whats wrong with me.Things are not going the way i want it to be. Everything crumbles and i'm scared. Everything seems fake and i dont quite get it.
I'm not suppose to think bout this but instead focus on my o's. dearest Allah,let me get through this all.No one knows how does it feel, i'm going crazy sooner or later. Worst come to worst, MIA all the way. Put aside all this.

i feel so low.ohs,i'm having fever for now.Tomorrowm,mugging with dearest kak alisah.
And new song by richard j-supagurl. I swear its nice to the core.But still.i prefer cellphone. =DD
Sorry faque for calling u an irritating pig, i never mean it allryte.SORRY =)

I miss u? fcuk it.

selamat berpuase korang korang. =) all the way allryte people.

2008-09-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

friday-saturday
sleepover at aunt house with dearest zimah.It was definitely and we planned to do it often if possible bcoz we seem to have something to talk about non stop.AND yeap,we did study for a while until me and zimah got tired and went to sleep.Raiyan is scary, he took this thing tat is like a tong and pulled my hair.I swear to god it was painful.HAHAS.bee kental nak mampos,

Saturday
Sentosa dayy.I headed to sentosa with dydy and anna.The rest was like PENIPU SIAK.kater tak datang.But still i had a lot of fun eventho shits happen.and at night,i went crazy.suddenly,high and supa active.god knows y ehs.HAHAS.

Sunday
Went to work with dearest kak alisa.Tiring like heck and i was called an ass coz i didnt bring shoes. =.=! in the end,wore valerie shoe and it was painful nak mampos.Legs full of blister and when i took off the shoes,i felt like as if i could fly like that.I took the cab home from yishun coz i cant tahan anymore.I felt my legs could break any second.
Currently chatting with no one coz i am busy eating mcspicy =DDD
I miss everyonee aytee.take caree people.byeee

pictures are retarded and i am lazy to rotate it.i am shagged like heck.da bye =D
dylimarcell,one crew,one love

2008-08-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.EARTHLINGS.WEIRDOS.FREAKS.BITCHES.JERKS.LOVELY PEOPLE =D

yes oh yes,i sound slightly retarded.WHY EH? once again, i wrote wrong answers at the practical exams eventhough the answers are so obvious.Xuan ren said this" i think u gonna fail science" and happily smiling away. That bitch,that fat bitch.NVM,i still love that irritating friend of mine. =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARZ.SUPAFLY CHICK.SORRY LATE WISH BUT NO MATTER WHATILOVEU AND IMISS U TO THE CORE ALLRYTEEE.TAKE CARE HUNNEY =DD

Tomorrow is the day,no no.I aint celebrating about teachers day but i am meeting up with dearest zimah,my supadupa dope cousin.We gonna have a hell a lot of fun.I make sure we do crazy things allryte?excited giler nak mampos.

This sunday.I am helping dearest valerie,my ex bk manager.Yeah,i am gonna work on sundayyy.Excited but i am scared if i key in wrongly or just screw things up.AND its not at somerset,but somewhere so far,that u wont figure it out.pelan pelan kayuh and carik okays?its only for a day.To those who manage to catch me wearing bk uniform,congrats ayte.

Mom nagging,lecturing and giving me the stares.Common thing and its like a routing.I noe its my fault and stuff and watever u do its best for me.I know mom,just chill allryte.I get it.And yes,i cant go out and bla bla bla bla. I stopped dancing already u know,for a while only.HEEHEEHEE.

To dearest kak zeella,take care of urself.i miss u like fcukkk and i gonna cekik u when i see u for not telling me. =( and yesh, dudok rumah,dont merayap man.i rather u pengsan at home then u pengsan in public.HAHA,I SUCK.sorryy =D see u real soon supahawt kak zeella.

To dearest mickey,u are going to NATIONAL SERVICE. i hope u will have fun there,i think and become a lil bit taller after that.HEE HEE! =D see u on 6th september, we gonna make it a day for u to remember =))

To my dance cliques,i miss u all like hell.When wanna meet up mann? shit ass. SOON OKAYS SOON. i am missing u all like crazy except for anna and naz.HAHA.i see them at school everyday. =.=! heeeee.

To megaboy and faris haziq,i will go out with u two soon okays.watch movie and stuff.sorry for not keeping to the promises but i am really busy with stuff. *nie part mcm phm* but just understand okays.I WILL DEFINITELY GO OUT WITH U GUYS.NO WORRIES =)))

bye world,tomorrow is teachers day and i am not excited at all except tat i am going to eat a slice of cake and partay like crazy during the party in the class. =.=!

and ohs, all the best to funkydancecrew wich manage to go to hongkong disneyland.I just realised that they got in when i watch disneychannel and thru slacks blog. Alif from freekzy nutz was interviewed,wow. all the best dope dancers. i think u guys are great. =))))

nytesss world.

2008-08-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

i miss my cliques.see u all this sat =DD

who will i be?idk. soon it will be revealed.
hist and ss = screw up,
mixed all the points up and the qns was tough.thanks mr roy. =.=!
i'm tired and at fcuking last,i FINISHED DNT.YAYYYY! i can at last relax for a while.No more stressing out when to complete the freaking project.Feels like flying,i swear.

doper than u?ya like duh.who?figure it out.HAHAS =D

bye world.i'm shagged and i'm so loving the weather nowadays. =)

cant wait for this friday.dope cousin zimah,we gonna partay all nite long.HAHS =))

2008-08-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

i am hot,i am fly
something that dont usually pass by
make sure u grab while u can
coz all the guys wants to be my number 1 fan

u dont know her,but who does?
she so secretive and aint tat real
but her love for someone aint all about lust
coz she noe she will make it last

open ur eyes,and get to know her well
she is the only one that will get ur back
not perfect,but she wont make u fell
and u noe thats the only fact

its supa random and lame.HAHA. i'm bored.back to mugging now. =(

2008-08-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

FIRWAN.
HAFIZZ.IMY.take caree allrite
DSC,I THINK.thumbs up, =)

Yesterday was suppose to stay at home and do my revisions BUT after hearing my dearest cuzzie had a little heated argument with anna,i decided to be sympathetic and headed to suntec.AND I TELL U,I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT LISTENING TO DYDY. YES OH YES,i walked through all the rain from city hall until suntec.DUMB RYTE? really freaking dumb. When i reached there,it was crowded.Met up with dydy and yeahh the dancers are dope.CONGRATS NUTZCREW for getting through =D . NANEP from SFB,congrats.sorry didnt manage to catch ur performance but i noe u did a brilliant job. After nutz crew performed,quickly rushed to singapore arts museum for the popcorn playa.And its not rushing ayte,everyone took their own sweet time and yeah,i missed infinite labels performance.shit ahh shit. =(
sorry adam and double dee,didnt manage to see u all perform but still u all did great kan =DD .next tyme allrite?

firwan,thumbs up for the performance. =)

met a lot of lovely pple.Saw chacha at suntec.That cute lil cousin of mine,i love her allryte. Eya.sharz.slack.adam.oneski.oneroc.fate.double dee.firwan.richard j. its like a lot. YAY.I saw richard j,didnt manage to get his autograph.shit ass shit. and dearest kak zeella feels like flying after that msg.that superhawt kakak =DD

i saw my ex at marina square.i miss u loads hafiz.take care of urself allrytee,see u soon.all the best for ur future endeavours =DD

I'm at home,the rest at sentosa playing volleyball and suntanning.cb nabei nabei.how great can it be? fcuk prelims to the core.O level,let it be over so that i can enjoy life and get back to dancing.screw screw screw it.

Hetty,i think i wanna die.dont do that "thing" allright.i am so fcuking gonna miss u siall.dont okay dont.go do something about it oryte. ily dearest adek. =(
CONGRATS DYDY FOR MAKING THRU VOGUELICIOUS AUDITION.ILY SUPADUPA CUZZIE.SHOW THEM ALL AND PROVE IT TO THEM AYTE.INI DYLIMARCELL LA SIAL.(kak zeella favourite line) keh wtf bee. O_o
and only dearest hetty noes about this,and yeah,falling for him bit by bit.but its never gonna work due to some reasons.fcuk it.nvm,we shall see later on.only time will tell.

2008-08-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

Everything keeps crumbling. i kept pondering about and keep praying that history wont repeat itself. O level is nearing.Prelims next week. i'm scared for now.

Not going sentosa this sunday.definitely.Popcorn playa,this sat, i'm not sure.
take caree.

and i miss that certain someone.screw it. ='(

2008-08-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

Everything went quite allright for now.eventhough i lost a fren,i gain another few friends but still we be frens ryte slack?if u want.and i apologised for giving u wrong signals and stuff and hurt u in anyway.i'm sorry ayte.take care of urself allryte.

Oral went okay dokey,i was a nervous wreck while waiting in the hall.Stutter at some parts but still it was allright.At least the examoners werent tat ferocious or fierce in anyway but they do rush and i find it quite irritating?watever.its over and done with though.now its a MUST to concentrate on the paper one and two.Prelims in a weeks time and i don think i will be going to the POPCORN PLAYA at arts museum this sat.BUMMER. prelims and o levels are coming right up faster than expected.I am panicking and yes,at long last,i am bucking up due to constant naggings and lectures from mr ravintharan,the dopest teacher on earth =D

Cramps is not really making my day.I am suppose to be sleeping soundly but i cant due to this stomach.I think that rojak doesnt like the insides of my stomach thus causing a lot of disruptions.I think i need the toilet,but i dont.Fickle minded stomach.bodoh bodoh. =(
Dydy,go for it allrite,i will support u.U are better than him.YOU NOE I NOE WHO KAN?=DD without me there,u will still get that position.i noe my lovely cousin could get it.go go go =)))

Frens are forever,they are equivalent to diamonds.and theres loads of pics that dearest kak zeella didnt upload.nvm,i will demand it from her.and i cant wait for sentosa this sunday wich i cant come.so much for excited?PRELIMS U SUCK LA SIAL,SIAL SIAL SIAL.i cant go to sentosa,fuckette.And we cant do it next week as we will start fasting by then.after o's can?i make sure we go sentosa once a week.HAHAHA. =DD

well,i need to sleep.too tired.and i apologised already slack,no one wins.i dont think winning is that important and yea,all the best to u.take careee.

i think i am loving my life for now.frens are exceptionally lovely to me.every single one of them.lalalalala,nytes world.i'm shagged,

goodbye pretty pple =)

2008-08-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

today was fun.one word FUN.

Going out with cliques to watch SUNTEC DANCE.Dope groups(for some only) and wonderful solo dancers.CONGRATS TO NANEP AND DANNNY THAT WENT TO THE NEXT ROUND.CONGRATS,U ALL WERE DOPE. Ebal,mickey,hetty,kak z,v,dydy,anna and didi. We were making loads of noise and yeahs we pretended to be the ones qualifying to the next round.Like mcm paham like tat.After everything all, went to KFC and had our dinner.I was supahungry,i tell u.Zinger meal with medium ice tea,that was all i need.Double dee was making loads of jokes and stuff,i cant stop laughing. Kak zeella was all over someone.(insert name)
She cant stop smilinggg and also blushing when we disturb her.aww,that supahot kak zeella

After that,headed to marina square,near the steps and settle down.Fate,double dee,oneski,alif and oneroc were breaking.Moves and everything,hands down dope.Its really entertaining to watch them do their thang and somehow amusing.They really get into it and dance to the beat until theres no tomorrow.If they have the time in the world,they would continue all the way. =D

ebal and mickey cant stop poking kak z.It was hilarious.V lookks supahot and cute today.Even i was attracted to him. NOW SMILE SO WIDELY V. =D Hetty and hasween was being the greatest,i went home with them and the others.I was scared if i was left out coz i would look retarded walking alone,looking so emo.HAHA.They really make my day and nvr ever left me behind.Appreciate it loads lovelies.iloveuall.

Went home with hetty,taking the same train towards boon lay with them all due to double dee pleading with us to ride with them.HAHAS,he is such a funny guy.Laughters and all,too much pictures were taken and i think i look supafly without the fat tummy.YES PPLE,I AM SUPAFAT.SO WAAD?SCREW U ALL WHO SAES I LOOK UGLY.
i gotta bounce,thanks everyone for making my day.Fate and all.currently chatting with double dee at msn.funny funny guy and he is supagood =D
PICS WILL BE UPLOADED LATER.ITS IN KAK Z AND HASWEEN CAMERA.MOST OF IT =)
BYE WORLD.
p/s: fate.dont mind slack coz u noe he is whack.look at his blog,i think he went over the top again.watever wit him ayte.

2008-08-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

b-a-b to the y if there ever was a tear frm ur eye
i'll wipe it away with my own hands
hold u tight and make u understand
how i feel for u and what i'll do for u
for u babygirl i'll put aside my crew
like the sun blazing thats how she melts me
to a liquid like substance she hypnotized me
she got me twisted and i breathe her name
if she ever leave me i swear it wont be the same
remember that guy,u once like

i swear that it hurt me
tore me apart and almost made me go crazy
being fly as i was i keep it in my heart
ive always loved u right from the start
u noe it i noe it yet nobody does
i'll prove to u that ma love aint lust

haha.aww so sweet arh that supafly besty slack.ily too.and jyeah,u got a lot girls running after to u.u are too fly for me arhs.HAHAH.WTF.

I MISS MY HOMIES.fcuk it.
and today is a shitass day,i swore.tears kept rolling and rolling nonstop like somekind of waterwork that just started.watever,i gonna do it right the second time.i swear to it.and momsie,dont be disappointed,i swear i'll make u proud.
i'll keep my word and i'll make it work.

nytes world.dnt just makes me tired.so shagged la siak. =(

2008-08-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

DANCE PRACTICE.

it was seriously exciting and worth my time.HAHS,and yes me and dydy was late along with anna and naz.What to do?but we are not performing,the rest of the cliques of ndp is performing on 23rd of august.At long last,new steps began to loom and its dope to me.But to u all,i dont know.Just wait till the end of the year,when we make a performance or go for any comps,do catch us ayte.

After dearest kak z complained that the underground is supahot,we went to the what they called foursticks.and i swore i felt weird dancing there coz it is suppose to be a memorial area and we danced there.I whispered something in my prayers and may they wont haunt me if disturb their peace. 0.O!

Danced till body ache,and dydy was injured.nvm,my loveliest cousin is strong to endure that little pain.His blood kept flowing and it looks like a chicken being butchered.HAHA,BEE IS FREAKING DISGUSTING AND ABNORMAL.but thanks aween and totot for being so thoughtful to run to citylink guardian to buy some bandage for dydy.I love u two,thankss ayte.

Ebal went home first to celebrate his dads birthday,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK. =DD
and thanks for hitting my head when u were on ur way home.HAHA,NVM.revenge is sweet,when i see u,i gonna get u back =DD

V,do take care of urself.go have some rest ayte

Dearest kak z was singing this rhyme in this tune.AND damn it was nicee.tgk la saper tolongg. *look at anna and bee* heheh,and it sound better when u and remy duet.seriously dope maot arhs,mcm nak record and burn dlm cd and jual it to everyone.HAHAHA.

Thanks everyone for making my day.I am afraid i cant go out as often to see all my lovely friends and dearest ones.U all take caree and ily all.
DYLIMARCELL IS BACK AFTER O'S AND N'S.so step back when we are doing our thang.HAHA.
NYTES WORLD,I AM SUPATIRED. =D

and ebal is forcing me to go to sleeeepppp. =.=

2008-08-10T16:06:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY WAS SUPAFLY AND SUPAFUN!

it was fucking funnn and somehow enjoyable.eventhough at times my syggs get on my nerve for being so freaking fickle minded,i didnt mind it after all.It somehow is fantastic and all with them. OH,i make two new friends and i must say they are the greatest and supafly.FAIRUZ,thanks for coming along and tolerating my irritating attitude and my friends.And i am glad u enjoyed hanging out with us.i am truly blessed siak with friends like u all.AND EKIN BABAT,thanks for meeting up with me and also i think we are in the same species.Irritatingg and nicee.See u soon big butt,okeh?yea,i noe i buncit.No need to pinch my sensitive area la siaaa.

NAZ AND RIZAL.THE LOVEBIRDS.they really look so cute together and both are wearing white.SO SUPACUTEEEE.DYDY AND DIDI,make my dayy.AND i am also a part of ur plan which dearest hetty wants to noe.HAHA.Hetty,i love u too okehss.U are like my lil adek which i love so much.ANNA,eventho u left earlier,imy already like fcuk.see u on tuesdayyy dearr.

I met ashhhhh!i fcuking miss him and love himmm.Hug him so tight when i saw himm.He is somehow the greatessttt.and yeah,i met the rest of the cliques.Ebal was being irritating and retarded.I love ur eyes keh ebal?HAHAHA.take careee of ur perfect eye.nie part macam phmm.

V,dont mcm mcm.yea he is cutee.*nods head* but dont mcm mcm.HAHA.he straighttt to the coreee and quite decent. O.O! hahah,bee u suck.
KAK Z kept screaming go home larhs.She was expecting us to come along to east coast with her and gang to ton.DA MCM GILER KAN?hahaha.My mom will make a fit if i didnt go home and dearest irritating abg kept calling my phone.GOD BLESS MY PHONE WHICH BATTERY WENT FLAT.yayyyy,i do not need to hear any profanities from him.gerek gerek gerekkk.

He looks tired and sad.Thanks ekin,u supafly babat.U make my dearest crewmate smileee oredii.thank u very nice.(EH V?)

And i love it when v make this sound.It sounded funny and weird.ily all and now i am at home eating all the junk food.YAYYYY =DDDD

blog again soon bitchess/jerksss. i want to watch ndp on teebee and see my supadope frens danceeee.let me spot v who slip when dancing.HEE HEEE =)
keh sorrie v. =D

2008-08-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

diamonds are forever,frens are forever?

-mcm kenal kan anna? =D

school was a blast,it was better than staying at home and pondering what to do next or where to go,whats the plan today?
mmmm,the national day celebration at school was ...
Its not that bad but i still do have fun as this is my last year in that school.Shera,abu sofian,raymond.Your singing = thumbs up. I really enjoyed it. *nods head vigorously* ASYRAF,GOOD FOR U.U GOT TO BE THE EMCEE.PROUD OF U BROTHER =))

After community singing,everyone headed to raffles junior college to do the CONNECT SINGAPORE which consist of 30 000 youths holding hands together to make up a chain.Its all around singapore and mine was at bishan area.It was goofy,fun and somehow irritating.Irritating coz its damn hot and we got to walk a long distance to reach that area.GOOFY AND FUN,coz i manage to irritate everyone and making loads of jokes to make them laugh their ass off.HOHO! xuan ren,u ass.Can i push u off from that tallest flat i saw at bishan? =DD

FIFI and NURAINI was all the way tolerating my nonsense. =)
Patience is a virtue,u will just need to see this annoying face for 3 more months than i will be gone.HAH,we will meet up frequently after o's is done aite?i'm gonna miss 4e4 and my bitches in school.Shitty feelingg.
And dearest ika wasnt at school,ass face.She got a performance going on and she missed the connect singapore stuff.Disappointed and irritated.HAHAS,NVM,I UNDERSTANDD. *smile innocently.*

I am supposed to meet up with dydy but was too exhausted and i slept from 2pm till 7pm.Big brother started making a din and also nagged at me do the chores.KAY AH FINE.TAKYAH PEKIK PEEE. =.=

Nevertheless,i had fun staying at home and watching tv till nite.Beijing olympics opening ceremony was dopee and supacool.Its really nice and if i was there,i wouldnt want to leave.The performance was so =O! The fireworks was even awesome,better than singapore.HAHA,keh i suck. And theres arnd 200+ countries competing in it and at last i saw singapore team walking out with the big flag. they are the 188th team to show up,so guess how long did i wait to see them? Hours okehsss. Semangat olympics siaaaa.
I saw mr lee kuan yew,jumps jumps.He will be heading back to singapore straight after the end of the ceremony to celebrate singapore 43rd birthday.

Today plan is to hang out at town and meet the rest up by the bay.I miss them all like fcuk and i make a new friend who will be coming along.His name is fairuz and he is supanice. Everyone is being nice to me,y ehs?HAHA.WHO THE HELL CARES?i am lovinggg it for sure.

keh gtg pple,and damn i wrote a long post at last.take caree.and i miss my cliques.

2008-08-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

School was seriously boring.History lesson = sleeping period.Ika tried her best to throw paper balls at me but failed miserably due to the fact mr roy caught her doing her childish acts.HAHAHA,SORRY IKA.

The rest was telling me to be strong.YEAP,bcuming better each and everyday.and i did that guy a rhyme and it somehow make me feel better coz now we are strictly frens for now coz i dont want to have a relationship with a guy that is in my crew.it will be weird and conflicts will often happen. O.O!

I miss all my homies and cliques.I've got an eye on someone already.dydy and anna only knows.HEE HEE HEE =D

Mom doesnt trust me,he got weird feelings i'm up to something.I just dont seem to understand when i'm telling the truth,they dont wanna believe me.well,nvm.its up to u mum,i aint doing any bad thing outside.

thanks to my syggs and slack for making me smile.met didi,dydy and anna just now.
they accompanied me when i was busy doing dnt.i love u all.

bye world =D

2008-08-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

I'm giving up for now.U win for now ayte.May u and her be together,i'll pray for u both.take care of urself,i'll be MIA-ING for now.thanks for everything and now i'm gone from ur life. DANCECREW IS STILL THERE,WE BE FRENS NO MATTER WHAT.i'll find someone else soon but not now. O levels first ayte.

I miss my homies for now.keh world,now i feel so down and i know i'll be okeh soon.byeee =D

2008-08-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

studying with my darlings and hanging out with them is somehow the bestest thing.Jokes and lame antics make my day.Dont be sad ayte naz,he will be there for u forever.remember to roll around when he sae i love u okehs?and terbang wen i sae i love u too naz. =D

Met with kak z and the rest.take care of urself kak,and dont overwork urself.Eat proper food and eat ur medicine.meet up soon aite.
V,was freaking funny and ebal was like paisey to dance in front of us.Just dance larhs,u are doing great aite.*thumbs up*
Aween like hotstuff ehs?HEE =))

tomorrow schling and i miss all my bitches at sch.O levels first ryte v?yeahss.thats the only way to discard the unhappiness in me.byee world,i think i suck.

-if she comes back,i gonna let u be with her coz thats the only way to make u happy.and loving someone is to make the person happy and smile so wideeeee till their mouth hurts.HAHA.
Eventho it will hurt like heck,i will still stay strggg.who knows i can be stronger than u ehs?HAHAHA.da, bee da high and irritating nak mampos.tkcrr pple =DDD

2008-08-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Name 6 people in your life ;
1 mickey
2 dydy
3 anna
4 kak zeella
5 naz
6 V
DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNTIL YOU FINISH THE TOP-------------------------------------------------------
1) Do you always fight with no. 6 ?
- V?haha,no.he is the funniest guy on earth.
2) Have you ever kissed no. 1 ?
- mickey?errr.HAHA
3)Have you ever been sabotaged by no. 4
- kak zeella?yea,but somehow its funny
4)How do you know no. 4 ?
- kak zeella.thru dance and msn =DD
5)Whats the relationship between you and no. 1 ?
- mickey.teman tapi mesra i think laa.
6)How long have you known no. 5 ?
- naz? 8 years.i love her like heck
7) Have you ever been enemies with no. 3 ?
- anna.nopsiee,she is the best damn thingg
8) Have you ever chat with no. 2 ?
- dydy?duhhhhhh.since when we are lil kids
9) Have you ever slept over no. 1's house ?
- mickey. NOOOOOO
10) Who is no. 6 with right now ?
- v, entahh, at home with fam i guess
11) Have you ever bath with no. 3 ?
- anna?hahss,noope.
12) Have no. 4 bullied you ?
- kak zeella. always la always =D
13) Why is no. 6 one of the people in your life ?
- v? coz he is in my crew,my fren and my sygg. =DD
14) How long have you known no. 2 ?
- since i'm a lil masai kid
15) Do you love no. 5 ?
- naz. as i've said,i love her giler
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Who are ...
1) Blur ?
- ANNA
2) Cute ?
- ALL.
3) Pretty ?
- KAK Z,ANNA,NAZ
4) Funny ?
- V
5) Straight-forward ?
- KAK Z,V,DYDY
6) Most curled hair ?
- ANNA AND DYDY
7) Violent ?
- ERRR.ENTAH.
8) Handsome ?
- MICKEY AND DYDY AND V.hahaha
9) Romantic ?
- mickey?!
10) White ?
- HAHA.kak z and mickey can?? =D
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1) Who have you known the longest ?
- dydy
2) Who have you always fight with ?
- dydy and anna
3) Who have been your best friend ?
- dydy,anna and naz.
4) Who have you always hang out with ?
- them all.but usually,dydy,anna,naz.
5) Who have you sabotage badly ?
- ANNA
6) Who's boyfriend is in your school ?
- noneee. boyfren in sch not cool okehs
7) Who have you hated ?
- anna?HAHAH.KIDDING
8) Who have you kissed badly ?
- err,none =DDD
9) Who have you play with in your house ?
- hahahahahha
10) Who do you need the most?
- they are my pillar of strength

2008-08-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

thanks dearest mickey for the movie treat.I am lovingg THE MUMMY MOVIE.The intro was quite boring but at some parts,it's fucking hilarious.At one part,me and mickey alone was laughing out aloud.I swore it was funnyyyyy la seyyy =DD I was shivering all alongg and thanks for lending me the BAPE jacket.aku sygg mickey =)

after that,went to play volleyball.ERR,girls lost to the guys.guys consist of dydy and mickey.Girls = me,anna and naz. I swore anna reaction was slow but still overall it was great fun.i love all of u so much.

Hang around for a while and learnt some steps.Naz was doing jumpstyle and it looks like jazz and weirddd.That cute lil gerl =D Arnd 8.30pm headed back home.Dydy and me fell asleep during the journey back home.We were really exhausteddd.OMGGG O.O!

and on a bad note,i got mock practical exam tomorrow and i havent start revising.i'm too tired and i cant be bothered.NAHH,i'm gonna revisee a little before hitting the sack.gtg,byee lovelies

*Sorry for everything.lets not bring up that topic again bout her.I dont want see u looking depressed.eventhough i'm not perfect,i will do my best to make sure that ur wound heal faster.If my attitude sucks,dont mind me.I'm trying to change for better.Not for u only,but for myself.and for that,thanks for tolerating my nonsense each and everyday.The tantrums,screamings and the vulgarities.aku syggg kamu byk byk. =) yeah,i'm not putting any high hopes since u want it that way.and dont put any on me oso okehs?*

bye world =D

2008-07-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Things change,people do change ryte?HAHA.so much for not believing in it but when u encounter it,then u start to wonder,it do happens at times. =(

I dont know what in the world i did wrong,yes,we might be allright now but somehow the love and care for one another is not there anymore.The friendship seems to be fake and the word "bestfren" seems to fade away.If one day,we are separated in any way,all i want u to know is i love u and i miss u like fuckkk okehs,dearest fren? =)

*I'm having mood swings and throwing tantrums each and everytime.I know i'm not perfect at all but still u just need to understand me okehs?I am trying to know u a lil more better so i will know exactly what to do whenever a situation occurs.get it?And yes,mr supadope,i'm sorry for everything but btw u have taken my heart and for that,please cherish it bcoz i dont give it so easily okehss? HAHAHA.

I miss almost everyone.DYLIMARCELL and THE CLIQUES.meet u all real soon ayte?i miss u all like heckkkk.

School is rowdy and homework/assignment piling up non stop.I cant seem to breathe and my brain is not functioning that well.My mind not thinking straight and seem to be in sleep-mode as always.Maybe its due to the night calls and msn-ing till late night.This got to be reduced.O levels in 12 wks and i'm really really scared.I need to have some faith that i can do it and get into a polytechnic.If i cant go into ngee ann,then republic it will be.It is still a poly and i will benefit loads from there bcoz there will be a lot of dope people joining there.Seniors are there too.I will still enjoy life there.YIPEEE!!

I gotta do dnt.Let this all be over and done with.

*i saw something that make my heart aches.haha.who cares kan?mcm wtf gituk.stupid comment.hahah*
Slack?see u this sat i think.HAHAS.imy besty =(

2008-07-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a blast,serious shit.i had loads of fun with dearest cliques and met loads of familiar faces at da hiprock affair last night.It ended at 10+ which exceeded the expected time.HAHS,who cares?Everyone was busy watching the dance and rapper doing their thang. The rhymes are dope and funny.Most of them went in front and dancing to the beat.Cute or what?Me and the others were too lazy to move our ass and join the crowd.

"i'll make it rain."
"welcome to the hood."
"he's hot coz he's gay"

some of it that kept playing in my mind.THANK U FIRWAN FOR THE 5 DOLLA TIX.=D
AND ALSO THANKS FOR REMINDING ME ABOUT THE CAP. =.= paiseyyy nak mampos
and i met my elder bro friends,mostly unfrenly but who cares?i'm not a fan of them waddd.so yeah,wateverrr.

And yes,i dont know why i get pissed off so easily.As expected,i have mensesss.(dont mind me).Mood swings and the rest came comingg.Thanks beruk for spoiling my dayy.How i feel i can slap u in ur face so u will understand some stuff and stop asking me stupid questions.Still,i'll let it go because i dont think its a need to keep a grudge or anything with u.For wad sey?Waste my precious time only.I rather spend it on my dearest frens and MICKEY =DDD

Hetty and hanif looks cute together.all the best hetty.*kening naek naek*You know what to do kays.And pls take care of my nike kicks.good luck for the suntec audition.i'll try to come =DD

I gotta bounce.I wanna watch some tv and after that do my dnt stuff.Let this dnt be over with.and tomorrow i'm gonna get a scolding from ms han for not doing poa homework and be sent outside the general office.I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA HOW TO DO THAT QUESTION.AM I SUPPOSE TO DRAW UP A TABLE OR DO WHAT EXACTLY?FUCK LA FUCK.

predicting that mr supadope gonna nag at me for not doing my hmwk tonite. =))

byee peopleee.and i miss v and ash =D meet u all soon kayss.ily all.

2008-07-24T07:33:00.000+08:00

*style isnt everything
love is all u need
i may be superfly
but m i ur real guy?

I swear when i read this msg i was thinkinggg so hard and doing this omgggg expression.Still,he is the best in everyway. Sensitive,lame and funny at times.But when it comes to the serious business,i guess he mean it aye.Dont be angry wimme for just putting the phone down.Whatever u said got me thinking real hard,damn hard. =(

And if i turn out to be irritating,annoying and lame at times,just entertain me because you know i'm one of a kind.On a brighter note,that guy make me happy each and everyday and i'm gonna make this work.After o's,who knows i'll be your girl after your long faithful wait =)))

p
BTW,me and anna went to mickeys area.The dome garden is so romanticc and so windy.Its like u can film a hindustan film there.Its just so peaceful and i was loving it.All i did was spin around and let my hair flyyy.It seems so fun.Mickey was busy practicing his moves and no matter what,he luks dope with that dickies bagg,levis watch and that pink belt.PINK BELT,LOOKS SO NICE =)

I cant believe i'm in front of the comp at 7am in the morningg,blogging.I didnt go school due to the some reasons and i dont think i can stay awake through all the lessons.Even worst,theres history and chemistry.They just make the lessons so draggy and boringgg.I wouldn't be surprise if i just doze off in class.

Sorry mr ravin for not coming today and not bringing the dnt folio for u to check.But i'm gonna do it later instead of sleeping in my comfy bed =D

SLACK,dont worry.i dont mean whatever i said.Sumhow i dont know why in the world i said that.Maybe too high after studying too much.HEES.u know u'll be my bestyyyy.the greatest one,so dont fret,i'm with u ayte.

i gtg.YEAP,i am gonna sleep for a while and study laterr.so much for doing dnt now.HAHAA. byee world.and i seriously think my mickey is supadope. =)

p/s:i miss my homies.DYLIMARCELL AND MY BITCHES =(

2008-07-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

things are great for now except for the studies part. =D
I'm elated with everything i have rite now.Friends,family,the CREW,homies and the soon going to be lover.HAHAHA =D

and thus i shall say last saturday was kecoh and fun.We were all having a blast in the train except that kak zeella is not around,it somehow felt that something is missing.
I love the part mickey threw a bottle at ebal and ebal threw at dydy when dydy is busy snapping photos of himself.What laughter.Theres a girl who seems to be very happyy ehs, ANNA? =DDD

I love them all,such lovelies.
I will upload their pics aite which i stole from their frenster account =D
sorrryyyyy

2008-07-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

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-precious people in life.

i'm stuck! I dont know what i really want in my life.I find myself irritating at times and silly. Anna should know what the hell i'm going through.Its like a rollercoaster.Ups and downs.To make things better,i got o levels to take.Mrs kok is not making things any better.Her rash decision and rules make us really scared for the ferst time in our life i guess.I dont want to get expel in 3 strikes just because my homework is undone.And thus i promisee myself and force myself to do POA homework eventhough i clearly know i suck at it.I need to try dont i?My mom is really expecting me to go polytechnic with 15 points and below.and i believed i can do it.HAHS.
Thanks for everyone who keep me moving.Classmates have been great by waking me up if i doze off during lessons.such bitches but i love them all. =DD

Racial harmony was a blast i guess.The concert and the people.Most of the secondary 4 students all hyped up to take pictures with me.Fun or what?and everyone was beingg nice to me.And cute chinese guyyyyyyy,dont make me crush on u okehs.I hate myself right now.
HAHA.

......,thanks for everything.you make me a happy girl that day.thankss =DDD
but dont put high hopes on me,i'm scared i crush them all within minutes.

i am still carrying a torch for u.shit. =(

and thanks everyone for being with me at all times.ups and downs,i am loving u all.
(classmates,sch mates,besties and frens.ok slack?HAHA =DD )

take care people.i think i suck.serious shit

2008-07-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

I SUPERDUPER MY BESTY.I LOVE U SLACK OKEHS? =DDD

hahsss.i am a superhappy gerl.feels like flyinggg.
prettyboi?i still miss u aytee.all the best for o's
mickey?hahahaha.he is supercute or wad?HAHSSS =DDD
all i noe i'm a happy gerl. dah bee dahh diamm.HAHS

2008-07-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

i love them all.i love kak z and hasween.thanks for making my day.V is a very funny guyyy,wthh mann.i aint a granny. =.=

*oi,i miss you pantat. =(

2008-06-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

now its 1.48am.i'm sleepy but still i'm gonna blog.Loads of things happen just now.somehow it makes me smile knowing that i have my darlings beside me and supporting me till the end of time.Still,i had loads of fun knowing new people especially kak zeella friends.they are fun and outgoing.i am loving this world mann.

Unfortunately for today,i was late for the umpteen times.Anna was quite pissed and i'm truly sorry for losing your bangles and being late.i love u kehs?
Well,we went to singapore arts museum to see kak zeella syg perform.we tricked by saying we are not coming.When she saw us,she ran so fast and hugged us.Aww,how sweet can she be? =DD

Went into the hall,saw freakzy nutz,karmasutra,flair nation and loads of rappers and stuff.Kak zeella performance is cool,i love to see her dance =D
Still,many rappers sang and i was smiling away,we singaporeans got loads of talentsss.Their voice are freaking nice except for some.HAHA =O!

Chatted with hasween and all.It was fun and enjoyable.after that,went to marina square and ate with kak z,hasween and anna.basically having a hell of a good time.we separated as they got ndp rehearsals to attend to.Anna and me went to youth park.and i swore i hate myself and themm all.We were sweating like fuck and yeah,it was tiring and so sunny.cb cb cb.i was irritated like fuckkk siakkkk.

Then headed to heeren.hang out at basement one.did some crazy stuff and dance for a while.somehow i miss dancing,o levels hurry finishh so i can go back to my lifee.
Met dydy after workk and headed to city hall area to meet dearest kak z and frens.Kak z was lateee,mcm nak bakar her hair ehs?HAHAHAH.we crapped loads with them and it was funnnnnn.Saw freakzy nutz again.didnt realise they were there.Hahs,they seem to appear everywhere.like magic gituk ehs?hah

took the last train.i was falling asleep in the train.too tiredd.not kental ok dydy?my legs were killing me but somehow today was great.hope to meet them all again.i love youu guyss =DDDD

-i'm gonna make this work.i'll be strongg. =D

2008-06-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

Maybe I did a mistake,but still forgive me if possible.I don’t know what I’ve done,tell me the truth allright?

School was overall okay.Everyone of my classmates make my day and not forgetting dear anna and naz,they are the bestest buds and pantats at school.HEE.
Mr Ravin,do take care of urself at United kingdom aite,and bring me back a cap mannn.Pretty pls?Hahs,and without u cher,my dnt artifact is going down the drain and there will be less laughter in 4e4.Come backk soon ayteee.

I am terribly happy for kak zeella.SEE SEE,he message u at last,I knew it.U are too precious for anyone and for him to lose u,I think he gone crazyy ayte.And for my case,it’s a goner.HAHS.All the best for your prelims ayte,I know you can do it,u are a really smart boy =DD

I just completed my concept map for social studies and half of my physics stuff.I was just too exhausted to continue the rest.O levels in 17 weeks,I am truly truly scaredd.Please pray really hard that I will do my best.Oh my god la siak. O.O!

Bee is okay.Her heart is still strong and feels that all those silly things she kept thinking about should be emptied from her mind.HAHS.i feel much better and somehow I owe it to all my lovely friends.

Xuan ren,u suck.HAHS.

Maybe this Saturday will come down and support f.i.s performing at arts museum.After that,me and anna probably hanging out with our dearest kak zeella.YAYYYYY!!

now,I’m gonna hit the sack within minutes time.Currently online and listening to weird rock songs.WTH.

take care people.You know I love you all,especially My darlinglings and kak zeella.HAHA =DD

2008-06-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

cousins loveeee

currently listening to theres nothing by sean kingston feat paula deanda

Mt o lvl oral next monday.I am totally not ready for it.Now,i am trying my effin best to speak proper malay at home minus all the vulgarities.HAHS.I just finish completing my english composition.It somehow expressionless and the storyline somehow is way out.Who cares?English teacher being totally unreasonable demanding us to hand it up by tomorrow morning before school start.Like as if i care ehs?And i blame myself for not doing all the holiday homeworks.I am lagging behind.I will be on hiatus soon so you all faham faham jek kehs?

Something make me happpyyyy and also shocked the shit out of me.Its so unexpected.Thanks btwww. =DDDDD

Now chatting with mr slack,leeanna and fifi.Wheres kak z and dydy?Please come online,i miss chatting with youu all.

I will try update as frequently as i can allrite pple?now smile and taggg. =D
BYE WORLD

2008-06-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

my heart very pain and saket.siak and sial.

2008-06-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

HOLD ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO.

i'm tired,too tired.All my energy is drain out due to school and stuff.Whatever u are doing,i cant stand it.I'm just exhausted.I cant be bothered anymore and for now,i seriously think that I'm foolish.Now,i cant be wasting my time on that stupid stuff bcoz i got o levels to think about.After o levels,i might think bout it,but for now,its over.AKU PENAT.
people,i got to go.someone make me smile pls?i have mother tongue o level oral coming up this thursday and i'm a wreck.shit.dnt undone,a lot of stuff undone and loads of thing running thru my mind.Let this shit be done and i can relax once again.
take care people.and i seriously think i suck big time. =(
BYE

2008-06-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

last year dance video.its a performance at fajar shopping centre.enjoy.HAH=DD

2008-06-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

I'm really really exhausted,i have no idea why?and i guess i gain weight due to excessive eating.Totally exagerating.Today,i was late again.I'm sorry,brother aint letting me off easily u know.I just need to run some errands for him and also listening to my mother lecture cum scoldings.Nvm,its a daily routine.

Reached yishun mrt around 3pm O.O!i was suppose to meet my darlinglings at 2.30pm.Maafkan saya ya?HEE.Board the train and immediately chatted about yest chat with kak zeella.HAHS,IT WAS FUNN,kak zeella was being the big bully.Well,da biase niee.I so duper syg herr,she is very friendly and sociable person. =DDDD

And i did something embarassing in the train,bummer.Dydy and anna kept laughing their ass off from bishan till novena.SHITASSS.Well,i couldnt help it,i nearly fell while talking to them.blame the slow and tibe tibe fast train.HAHS

Reached Cathay cineleisure and quickly rushed to the basement to buy our tickets.IT WAS SOLD OUT.DYDY AND ANNA WAS FURIOUS WIMME.heee ah heee.SOrry babes,and even worst,there was such a long queue.We quickly headed to level 5 to try our luck and buy the tix.Bummer,even longer queue.On a brighter note,the tix for GET SMART, is not sold out.We got the tix but the seating arrangement was weird in a way.One straight row,vertical i meant.HAHS.

Watched it arnd 5.05pm and at 6.45pm,my dear fren msgg that his performance going to start.HAH,GASP GASP! =OOOO!!
I was late and i kinda promised him i will watch him dance.Begged with dear dydy to get out of the theatre but he insisted on finishing the movie.Yeah,what to do,the tix costed us ten bucks.AT LAST,the movie ended and we rushed to heeren to watch fantastic crew perform.NOT BAD EHS?dope moves and the energy was there.WELL DONE GUYS,THUMBS UP.i didnt manage to take some pix with him,i was shy and he was busy with his frens.NEXT TIME PERHAPS,KAY KAY? =DDD

I'm tireddddd,my back is gonna break any minute.I had loads of fun with my darlings and this is like our last outing together for this june holidays.I'm gonna be busy with my school stuff and mugging for o lvls.I need some air mann. shittttyy shitt

Pray for me i will do well for my mt o levels oral.I suck at it,practice makes perfect right??

goodnyte world,i love u all.U NOE THAT KAN? =DDD
i will upload the pics soon ayte.BYEE

2008-06-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

School in two days time.I am so not ready.DNT=wreck.Term 3 is equivalent to doomsday.Mugging and studying for the following months till o level.I am not ready at all for o levels,i'm just scared i might flunk it.Definitely aiming a spot at republic polytechnic or ngee ann polytechnic.WHICH COURSE?mass communication or hotel management i guess.WHY?well,i'm very sociable and interactive and outgoing.HAH,NIE part macam faham.

today?
went to library with anna.i was late as usual,duhh.I just dont understand the word punctual.Sorry anna.Well,crapping and studying with her was the bomb.Took this silly pic,anna was smiling her heart out. *HINT HINT*

i'm hungry,sister currently frying for me some stuff,i guess i'm lucky to have herr ehs?diam larhs.
DNT UNDONE,ENGLISH HMWK UNDONE,SOCIAL STUDIES HMWK UNDONE,MALAY HMWK UNDONE,SCIENCE HMWK UNDONE.wow,beee pemalas nak mampos.HOW TO GO POLYTECHNIC NIEE?*silly silly girl,points to myself*

i got to go.Tomorrow,watching GET SMART with my darlinglings and catching Fan crew performing at heeren. =DDDDD
gdnyte world,nahh,gdmorning world =D

2008-06-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

HEART PAIN RYTE?hahaha

HOT/AWESOME/DOPE STUFF.
feels like grabbing them thru the computer.OMGG.i got on my eye on a hell of a lot stuff but too bad,its in the USA.HAH,one day i will go on a shopping spree at USA.
-ini part macam paham

Just feast ur small/medium/big eyes on this stuff.Jealous?Tell me about it. =D
Currenntly having stomach ache.HAH.later,dnt and school stuff.School in three more days.O levels/prelims here i come =)

K byee world and hot people out there =D

-GET SMART OR SHAOLIN GIRL?shitt

2008-06-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

currently at leanna house =D
i didnt want to head home,well.younger brother and mumsie at home.Its like a zoo there and i knew i would get irritated if i do my dnt work.Still,i didnt do antyhing at leanna house,blogging,frenstering and browsing some videos.OHS,and criticising about some pple profiles. *oops!*
Some of them are full of themselves basically,mcm paham satu satu.Ape nak uat,dont judge a book by its cover la bee.
SONG:sensual seduction.HAH,somehow nice.and addictivee

Leanna,editing yesterday pics and dydy where are youu? =D
My dnt = i'm dead
The main attraction of the product,its under maintenance.KILLING MYSELF?*nods head vigorously.I'm gonna do it todayy,worst come to worst,ton all nightt. -.-'

Blog again later,in the meanwhile,i decided to be nice and put all the pretty photos we took yesterday =D

prettyboi,thanks eh. =(

2008-06-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

my darlinglings

YOURS TRULY =D

BBOY COMPETITION AT HEEREN =D
IT WAS DOPE,AWESOME NAK MAMPOS.My legs got tired after standing for too long.I saw prettyboi,haah.He was sleepy when dancing,can see theres no energy at all.SAPER SUROH TDO LMBT LMBT? =D

Lil bob and J smooth was there,the bboy doing their thing,poppers and lockers and loads of cute people.-HINTHINT! =D
Dydy was working and looking at the competition going on in the middle of heeren.Fhunkiestylerz was great,and they are very nice people.Took pictures with MAMANORA,such a pretty lady.HEHEHE =D -I want pics auntyyy noraaa,plsss

I got loads of videos to upload,but its kind of blur.but still viewable.I saw my elder brother there as well.I was shocked and quickly ran away from him.He like monster arh like that,but still he saw me.So yadayada,ate at long john silver,the crew named rejab was very nice and we were the second last to get out of that restaurant.HAAA,HU CARES PE?
Dydy wanted to smoke and we chilled outside cathay.Saw freekzy nutz outside cathayyy.HAAAA,saw prettyboi againnn.MY LOVELY LOVELY HIP HOP FREN.

now,i gtg.chatting with dydy,anna and isaac,=O!
and d called me and scolded me for leaving her alone in the dnt room last week.sorry pretty babe,i treat u waffle later kehs.DA K BYE PEOPLE.
*dont mind my horrible english.i cant be bothered to blogg so nicely.HAH

2008-06-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

-dont look at the couple kissing.tkder kejer btol =.="

currently watching-xoxo gossip girls
i'm bored,so gossip girls is definitely the best companion.*thumbs up*
At last i have plans for tomorrow,watching the bboy competition at heeren itself with darling anna and dydy.Sharky and naz cant tag along due to the chalet thingy.How i wish they followed us.Still,i'll have a blast with my darlinglings. =D
I have no idea what to wear tomorrow.WAHH,LECEH NYER.If i'm a guy,its easier.Branded tshirt,jeans,and nice pair of shoes.OH,belt and spray loads of perfume on myself.SEE,EASY AND WEAR A CAP.so predictable.AIYAYAYA

Prettyboy,ur singing rocks la deyy.And cheer up ayte.You know i'll support you in anyway. =D

blog again later.Kung fu panda and gossip girls awaits.Can someone at least give me a beep or message me?make me smile pretty pls.

-i miss everyone.cousins,frens,bk crew.almost everyoneee. =(

2008-06-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

-the one above,kak sheila.I MISS U.
-below,hu else,urs truly

the whole day was really boring.i was stuck at home doing dnt and making sure i did the right thing.I kept glancing at all the notes and list that were given by Mr ravin.I had terrible moodswings and kept throwing everything.BEE DA GILER?*nods head vigorously.
I ran out of A3 paper,even better.I cant continue whatever i was doing.I gave up and now i'm on the computer.Currently watching kung fu panda,i got addicted to MR PO,he is such a cuddly,bigsome teddybear.HEEHEE

I ate too much i guess.WAFFLES,BUBBLE TEA,SANDWICHES,RICE,CAKES AND MANY MORE.hahs,PMS LA SIAK.Tomorrow,dance practice. =O! diee,i will definitely lose like 45645326 kg and i realised that i'm a fat pig.Serious shit,macam nak diet but i cant,too many good food,tempting.Still,i'm trying to eat healthily and friends/sister pressing me to go jogging with them.SOON LA KEHS.

sorry faris.i hate myself for now. =(
-i have always love u as my fren.a good fren.

Dydy,go online.aku rindu maen uno dgn lu.HEHEHE.
this sunday,going heeren to support lovely F.I.S and other groups,if there is.SO YEAH,naz not joining us but i still have anna and lil sharky wimme.DYDY,i wil sneak u out from esprit.Someway,somehow aite.

Elder brother coming home todayyyyy.WEEE![for a while]
That monster will conquer the computer and the home phone,the teevee with cable vision and almost everything.so much for missing himm. =D

keh hot people,i wanna watch kung fu panda,i still find MR PO cute nak mampos.BYE
-too much drama,and i dont wanna get hurt.
*i miss all my friends,the use to be AP FAMILY and my besties.kak sheila,maner kamu?? =(

2008-06-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY ELDER BROTHER.AND KAK SHEILA.SHITT. O.O!

I'm dead,serious shit.My folio is undone and my artifact is somehow not up to my expectations.I feel like giving up but i cant.Shithead.Mr ravin is at china and the workshop is gonna be closed next week.HOW LA HOW?omfggg.I havent even fcuking purchase the electronics stuff at bras basah.wahhh,aku stress.aku stress.

Secondary 5 dnt students crushed my ego and make me feel so small.LIKE OMG,some of their artifacts is super big and super nice.Its as if they stole it from IKEA shop or something.Jealousy burn,and i even felt like crushing theirs.Bingit bingit. =(
I've brought my artifact home and doing everything i can to make it work.HOPEFULLY,MR RAVIN REPLY MY MESSAGES.PLS LA REPLY.-desperate mode!!!

Currently doing my folio,which is tiring and i'm backtracking everything.Its difficult,i swear and regretted not updating my folio each and everytime.Family members not helping at all but instead disturb me 24/7.I need to get out of this house and do my stuff at a place so peaceful that i could hear the crickets.HAH

Shit ass,sorry fariss for not replying ur messages.I'm too occupied with my stuff and my battery nearly flat dear boy.fhm fhm jek kehs.

No classes tomorrow,bummer.Tomorrow,dnt marathon.Folio is going nowhere and i dont know whats the next step is.REMINDER:CALL ASYRAF TOMORROW AND IRRITATE HIM TO TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT HIS FOLIO.

I'm currently online which i'm not suppose to and i just finished watching kung fu panda online.HEHEHE!!PO is freaking cute larhs.NO LINK SIAAA.
How i wish this year pass so quickly and i can enjoy life after that.WEEEHEEEHEEE.
O levels,u stupid bitch. =(

Bye people,i'm chatting with hot people and hot dancers.AHAHAH =D

2008-06-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

-dont mind me.*look at that weird pic.*HAH

Whatever you said,it got me thinking.Maybe yeah,u were right.Maybe not.I dont know,somehow theres something wrong with me and I hate myself at times.Why am i thinking about this silly silly stuff at this period of time?silly girl,silly girl.*points to myself*

Screw that and todayy isnt exciting at all.Woke up at noon and rush to get ready for school.As usual,i was late for 40mins,SORRY GUYS for promising ya'll i will report to school by 1pm.BEE,LAMBAT JEKK.*screams diyana*
Dnt was peaceful and boringgg.serious shit,i was using the buffering machine for 45 mins and chatting happily with asyraf and dee.They are the only ones that make me smile in school.SO YEAH.

I got another companion msging me,thanks farissssss.at least u make me smile =D

sorry dydy,for cancelling dance practice today.i got no mood and liyana was sleeping i guess.naz was at geylang,so it would be funny if me and you doing the dance together.weird oi.HAHAS
But still,remember our secret.I will make sure we both take our dancing to a higher level.*kening naek naek*

this sunday,theres performance by fhunkiestylerz and freekzy nutz.i think,so do come down and give them your support.

i'm bored and now watching kung fu panda,it makes me happy for a while.da people,k bye.tagg if theres anything.=D

take care hot people.

2008-06-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL.LIFE.

i didnt manage to blog yesterday,maybe thinking about too many stuff.You see,i love to think too much into something and worry for no reason.I'm just scared if that thing happen,i will be seriously fucked up for a while and just cryy in my sleep.JUST FOR A WHILE LARHS.then maybe after that,i will just be a hi bye fren thinggy.I just dont think i could take any blow for now.I got loads of shit to do and its like incomplete.Problems just come one after another.How i wish,this world is problems free.Perhaps i will the happiest girl alive.

So much for that,i need to attend school in an hour time.Diyanah gonna kill me due to the fact i havent bath and i got the cheek to bloggg.sorrie pretty babe,its ur turn to wait =D
Later,gonna mit dydy after work.Well,i'm the nicest cousin he would ever findd and see eventhough its late at night,i still bother to come and meettt uuuu =o!

Now,i gotta run.bathe and get ready for school.WHAT IS SCHOOL MANN??
lets this year past so quickly and i just cant wait to start shaking my booty.KEH SHUT THE HELL UP. O.O!

-gossip girls turn out to be the best companion when ure bored. xoxo gossip girls.
p/s:imma sucker for dancers and funny guys. =D
no link siaaaa.

take care pretty pple.i will be back soonner than expected.

2008-06-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

DANCE EXPLOSION 3. =D
it was definitely great.awesome people,awesome place and awesome moves.
The dope of the dopest groups were there doing their thang except one.HAHA.

Freekzy nutz won championnnnnn.gerek ke per??! O.O!
They were great.i will upload their video later but it isnt that clear larhs.
Fhunkiestylerz was great,couldnt believe they got merit.Me and the gang kept screaming mcm orang giler for them.Still,their group IS dope.

Fantastic boys,FLAIR NATION,S.I.CK were awesome larhs.I'm a happy gerl after watching all of them.They are somekind of motivation for me. =D

No pics were taken,sadly due to many people standing up and blocking the view and i was engrossed watching all of them.

Congrats cha cha for winning the cultural thingy.Well done hotstuff =O!

Many nice peoplee.i loikee siakkkkkkkkkkkk.
Issac was so sweeet.Thanks for the helppppp.We will beep u one day kehs.

I seriously love everyone.So friendly,so nice.This world is like so beautifullll.

-didnt manage to see prettyboy. =(
well,he was with his crew =D ,susahhh nak meet dierrr.So yeahhhhh.
take care of urselff ayte lovely hip hop frennnnn.senyum senyum slalu.

so friends,enjoy the video if it works.if not,sorryy. :))

2008-06-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

INI SAYERR =D

INI DIYANONEH SAYA.BESTY SAYERR =D

SCHOOL.SICK.TIRED.

Currently listening to Wil.iam heartbreaker

I'm sick,tired of what?school.i just want to end this grueling year and start a polytechnic life.which poly?i dont care.Let me just get out of the school.

Even better,i was late for school.Agnes and me took the cab together.I swore the cab drive wasnt interested in sending us to school.Such a bitch.
We were definitely lucky,we werent lateee.Mrs kok clearly stated those who didnt reach the oh so holy hall by 7.30am,must leave the school.She is serious about it.Damn it mann.

I was sick and my voice sounds weird.Nose equivalent to rudolf the red nose reindeer and xuan ren was half asleep.The rest of my classmates was being nice to me.THANK U KORANG.SYG KAMU SEMUERRR.

Chemistry was the bomb.AND mr ravin hit my head with the math worksheet.OUCH CHER!
I poured some chemicals on LUQMAN paper and it became purplish black for no reason.Serve him right for spraying distilled water at me.
I am starting to lovee ms ho.She believed whatever i said.HAAAA.i dropped the test tube and blame it on Xuan Ren.My acting skills really paid off.
It was farniee as Xuan Ren kept saying WTF! AND THIS LOOK O.O!
i was labelled a whore by him.NAHH,no worries u fat bitch.i will do a prank for u laterr.just forr uuuu =D

i lost to prettyboy at checkers.Damn,he's good at it.He can win me with his eyes close siaa.And dydy make me smilee so wideeeee.HE TREATING ME THIS FRIDAY TO WATCH AYAT AYAT CINTA.and i am not a fan of malay moviess.Not that interested but on a brighter note next sat,a date with another pri sch fren to watch chronicles of narniaa.byknyer kawan aku.

outing with dydy-06 june
dance xplosion-07 june
study session with nat-08 june
dance prac-13 june
outing with sch fren-14 june

and i tink theres more.OH YARHS
16,17,18 june-dnt in skewl. 8am-5pm
the free time at home,dnt folio.One of those days gonna go sim lim tower or whatever centre to buy the electronics for the artifact.I just cant be bothered. =(

Currently drinking barley and munching on potato chips.Tomorrow schooling till 4.30pm.so much for june holidays.
PRELIMS-AUGUST.

FUCKK.too fast,time just flies too fasttttt.

bye world. =D

P/S:thnks dee for temaning me go woodland lamer.love u truckloads pretty woman :)

2008-06-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

MOODLESS
i'm sick.stress due to dnt.It just doesnt go well,one problem comes and the other too.
Home isnt the place u can take a break from everything.Younger brother,zulfudail,is definitely a part of the zoo.grade a beruk.

if i could murder someone and get away easily,it will be my younger brother.
-nahh,too cruel.i will just throw his hp or hide his nike boots.like aku care gytuk.cb cb cb.

its so short and i'm bored.school was not da bomb.yesterday,was the worst.dydy,u can join adek aku nyer club.good thing u are my cousin,good thing siaak.=D
still i dont mind,the blog is for everyone to read.who cares kan? HAHA.
well,i treat him as the loveliest hip hop fren.so care and concern is definitely showered on him.i love my frens,they are like my family.

so yeahh,and dee was being nice to me except that she slapped me in the face jokingly.Xuan ren was smiling with glee.
Mr faraz,thanks for making me and xuan ren the topic of the class.
-couples?my butt,HAHAHA =D
xuan ren is still my bitch.a good bitchh.

i love all of u semuer.
o level mcm siakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk O.O!

gotta run,wanna watch anugerah band laterrr.i'm supporting HELVEN.=D

2008-06-02T18:42:00.001+08:00

currently listening to- take a bow by rihanna

today was quite mundane.i got scolded by my brother for not waking him up.sorry dear brother,u noe i love you =D

good thing i wasnt late for school or else diee dieee.classes was boringgg,xuan ren and me was half asleep and that bitch went home straight without attending dnt.without him,it was boring.but still,i had loads of fun singing weird songs while filing my acrylic.stupid women sak.

and now waiting for dydy and anna to message me.we gonna have dance practice.i'm bored and feeling a lil down.so yeah,whats even better to meet up with ur sayangs and talk it out and dance also =D

-i am starting love my friends/classmates.perhaps,cherish them while you cann.
and i got study date on every sun with darling ling nataliee =D
THANKS HOTSTUFF.

pardon me for the random and short post.today is just lifeless.
anna wasnt in school but naz make my day too =D

k bye people.i'm tired.

2008-06-01T12:31:00.000+08:00

TIME PASS SO FAST.HOW I HOPE YESTERDAY DIDNT END.

hahhhhh.let me tell u everything that happen yest night.it was good fun.
I got out of my house arnd 8.10pm.i was pissed with someone who didnt bother to reply my message.while i was happily walking to mrt,someone called my phone.
ringtone-heartbreaker.
OHH,ITS HIM.
he was in the hospital.wth wth nyer bdk.he is sickk yet so degil.dancelife 24/7 nyerrr.
and i told him to rest and he does not need to meet me to see dinieeee.
hung up the phone.dhen i started scolding him when messaging him.He is so sweet larhs,he was bored and decided to meet me and dydy eventhough its already 9pm gituk.he stays so farr somemore.agreed to it,and then found dydy working.he was so shocked and like OMG,REALLY,HE MITTING US?
so i decided to be a bitch,and do another drama for him.YESS,YESS,LATERR =D

while waiting for dear cuzzy to finish workk,i walked around somerset like loads of time.mcm budak bodoh but somehow it was worth the wait larhs.Dydy got off and we ate at burger king at cathay.THANKS DYDY FOR THE FOOD AND SORRY I DIDNT FINISH IT.SO SORRY =D

convo.
dydy:bee,dier da sampai
bee:bedekk la siakk.ko jgn bedek bodoh.looks at the other side.
-turns back,dhen prettyboy appears.shock like fuck,and i kept laughing and kicked dydy under table.stupid bitch,i tot he was kidding.

He is friendly and sociable.his voice cute somehow.sore throat nyer pasall. =D
he taught dydy some moves and dydy nearly fall.i had a good time laughing at them.but too bad it was just for a while.we took the last train and talk it out in the mrt.
it was somehow funny and we communicate well.dydy and prettyboi kept talking about dance.what to do,dancers mahhh.
dydy got off at khatib.left me and him.i drop off at yishun and gave him a hug.well,he's sick.take care prettyboy.dont danceee jekkk. =D

Next sat,meeting him and his crews again.supportingggg him at dance explosion 3.hope they will clinched the champion.ol the best for the group in the finals.
i will be rooting for fhunkiestylerz too =D

take care prettypple.i got to do my homework. =(

p's:who's pretyboy?its better to keep it a secret.he is a great fren =D

2008-05-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

FUN IN THE SUN.
swimingming at jurong was funn.the slides,the pool,cute people and hot lifeguards.Its better than going to townnnn.HEEE
and yeah,it was definitely hilarious.i fell when i sat on the float.good thing it was in the lazy pool or else,mampos mampos. =D
raiyan was being a crybaby and yeah he was splashing the freaking cold water at me.I decided to became childish and took the watergun and spray at him.and it accidentally hit the hot lifeguard.at least he smiles at me.=D

now i'm tired but i just nid to get out of the house.prettyboy not replying me,thanks eh.and i wanna go town alone to find dydy and also lepak with him.i just need to get out of the house.FUCK.

i'm definitely having the mood swings.I just cant stop throwing tantrums around.I need ciggs.HAHS.MCM PAHAM.

blog later.i need to get some air. =(

2008-05-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

LAUGH.ENJOY.LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
School was fun.the same subjects and the same people which makes me smile so wide.Xuan ren,asyraf,liyana,dee and the rest of my homies.=D

during DNT was hilarious.
xuan ren came to me and i thought he need some help for his artifact.INSTEAD,
Xuan ren:habibah,wait.hear this.
-took a pencil out and began singing.
xuan ren:one little hole,two little hole,one big circle,one little,two little hole and one big circle.pizza pizza,W,W,E.
i dunnoe wad to sae.i kept laughing and smack him nicely.it turn out that he wanted me to see him drawing pigs.How cute and irritating.weird bitch.

MEET THE PARENT SESSION
well,my mom overexcited and came early.i was expectiing her to be lateee but instead she was punctual.WOW,it just doesnt goes into the genes siaa =D
well,mr ravin was crapping in the class in front of the principal.It was sumhow hilarious and i kept smiling.Mr ravin gave me an irritated look.How cute can people be?
he told my mom i got the potential and told my mom which subject i'm good at.and he just put it bluntly that i was lazy.he still made my day by saying i can do it definitely.HEEEHAAAAHEEE =D

next week,another week of school and dnt.full of dramas and stuff.and during phy prac,my wires melted and i nearly burnt my hand.GEREK SIOT

now,i wanna hit the sacks.tomorrow going swiminggmingg at juronggg.CANT WAIT.
at last,i will see my favourite cousin.RAIYAN *SCREAMS LIKE HECK.

k bye hot people.and prettyboy,where r u?